Discussion Hardcore blackpillers should really take hardcore psychedelics.

[JayJaySattva]

Real men fuck, kill and take whatever they want. All that other shit is for tools. Pirates and vikings had the right mind set.

 

[Schwarzwald]

I wouldn’t do drugs; they allow entities to get attached to you and shit. I don’t drink either. Alcohol lets you get possessed by spirits

I don't drink and when I "do drugs" I make an event out of it but honestly I have nothing to prove to anyone here, you sound like a Jehovah's witness or something. Feel like you probably don't take any medicine then?

 

[JayJaySattva]

I don't drink and when I "do drugs" I make an event out of it but honestly I have nothing to prove to anyone here, you sound like a Jehovah's witness or something. Feel like you probably don't take any medicine then?

What has been your experience?

 

[ZZEBRA813]

Oh fuck me guys watch out we gotta bad ass over here.

How so? House, cars and modern family unit are designed to keep you complacent and stuck in a cycle of the wage cage.

 

[Schwarzwald]

My mustache approves...

 

[Schwarzwald]

What has been your experience?

With what like DMT? Or mushrooms?

 

[Schwarzwald]

How so? House, cars and modern family unit are designed to keep you complacent and stuck in a cycle of the wage cage.

I'm not a waggie my neet friend some of us found a way out :3.
But again to each his own if this is your peak here I salute you dear friend keep on rocking on in the free world.
I'll live on my 20 acres with my loving family, my shop, my guns, my farm, my cats, dogs, and chickens ;3.
Watch out "THIS" weggies been out of the caggie for a long time.

 

[JayJaySattva]

With what like DMT? Or mushrooms?

Anything. I want to really hear your stories

 

[Schwarzwald]

Anything. I want to really hear your stories

Well to be honest they typically are difficult to explain and if you don't know me personally it's hard to describe the impact they have and on me. I do recall one that want too deep that I feel like recalling. He get out sitters (my wife and my friends wife) and we get out 2ce and take it. White powder in pill. We sit around in a circle and just talk for a while, one of my friends pulls out a guitar and just starts strumming just really basic stuff and we let the parrot out so he can just be a free bird while we relax. Well before the come up two people I didn't know that well got antsy and took more, around that point he told them they have to leave because they had became louder and louder complain they it was a dud. They leave 20 min later um light starts to get physical and crystalizes, as if you could see a light prism stretched out, almost holographic. A huge oneness feeling takes over and you could feel music. The carpet had turned into a breathing sea anemone, like I could push into it and the whole carpet seemed to breath and ripple. Having a cigarette lead to some of the longest tracers I had ever seen. After I came back in input on the donkey Kong 2 sound track on and everything took on a 3.5 dimension shadow and that's hard to explain. Funniest thing was that the friend who brought to the guys over that got bounced? He burned the. For the pills. I turn to my friend and he look gone I can't see the color in his eyes and he's ear to ear smiling very odd and I'm just like " Donny! Why are yooooooooou so out of it" he goes "oh I almost forgot to tell you ! Cmore" leads me to two lines of the white powder and tells me the low down. The the deed and everything became a mixture of reboot and Xavier re egade angel but the most interesting colors and everything I mean everything was holographic and every beam of like look like it was liquid or solid it's hard to explain... That donkey kong country 2 album looked like it was floating out of the screen it was pretty interesting almost like the way huds look like in dead space. I would consider that one very neutral, not enlightening. I have more but I don't this is the place to share personal or intimate moments of my life.

 

[Schwarzwald]

Anything. I want to really hear your stories

If you ever wanted to learn the basics of making or growing id happily point you in the right direction.

 

[Loner]

I wouldn’t do drugs; they allow entities to get attached to you and shit. I don’t drink either. Alcohol lets you get possessed by spirits

Entity attachments feed off you making you more fatigued, giving you physical symptoms, they'll loop negative thoughts to get you to generate a certain negative emotion, and also negatively influence your thinking and behavior, and that’s on top of any physical side effects you might experience from the drug just by itself

I can give myself a psychedelic trip minus the bullshit just by maintaining conscious awareness through the sleeping state and doing wake induced lucid dreaming, which is a vastly superior form of escapism and consciousness exploration

 

[Chisai]

I'm sorry for that. The alternative is to engage in meditative practices. There is the so called "loving-kindness" meditation, which is very useful to process trauma. In there you act as if you were your own mother to talk with those parts that are stuck in trauma. Plus, I think that emotions similar to love are high in neuroplasticity, which means that there can be a lot of neural optimization to be gained from employing metta practices.

I suggest to leave prejudice behind, and see this more from the perspective of a scientist trying to heal its own mind. This is just the more practical way to heal the mind, and I suggest you see it that way.

My brain does the opposite of this by itself it bullies me with bad what ifs, mocking voices and negative dialogue also I don't have good dreams the few I have had make me want fucking die even more because I know none of that is possible and won't even happen frequently in dreams because my brain function is to torture me.

 

[newsincerity]

My brain does the opposite of this by itself it bullies me with bad what ifs, mocking voices and negative dialogue

yep these are not your thoughts
struggled with very negative thought loops at one time it's constant fight with negative entities messing with your mind trying to make you suicidal and depressed

also I don't have good dreams the few I have had make me want fucking die even more because I know none of that is possible and won't even happen frequently in dreams because my brain function is to torture me.

same story

 

[JayJaySattva]

My brain does the opposite of this by itself it bullies me with bad what ifs, mocking voices and negative dialogue also I don't have good dreams the few I have had make me want fucking die even more because I know none of that is possible and won't even happen frequently in dreams because my brain function is to torture me.

Sad.

At least you've good a taste of what I mean by the "illusion" of a centralized self. I mean, you as the ego have a certain degree of separation, that most people don't seem to have, from the voices driven by trauma and pain. That is a very important advantage in case you need to “heal” or return to a state where you can integrate all these parts so that they dont' cause you harm again.