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So boyos I'm just sitting here sipping on a large frostyccino from wendy's, a little annoyed at Mario for his faggotry but pleased hes hardly out of the red, had fast food twice today, once at wendy's and once at KFC and its hardly noon, was thinking maybe I would type everything up of whats going on in my life as well as my plans (most of which haven't changed), as well as some of my thoughts.- smoking 2 packs a day still, something has to give with this eventually, most days I feel like shit, I want to quit by 50 y/o, doctor recommended that I quit by 50, smoking will probably be the thing that kills me if I don't quit, what with my heart and asthma.- Been thinking of getting a job temporarily, I have an interview by phone today, been slowing sinking into debt, right now I'm in debt by about 2k, which is nothing for some but when you only get sub 1k a month to live on 2k is a fair amount.- Lifting is on hold till I lose all the weight, no point in trying to build muscle eating a garbage diet and being obese.- Been keeping a good sleep schedule, getting up everyday well before noon, its been proven that people with normal sleeping habits are more productive.- For awhile I've been having a problem with shitting myself, I think its from being so fat and eating so much garbage food, I'll feel like I have to fart and shit will come out, fat people problems.- Still waiting to get approved for the DTC, going to be so pissed if they deny me.- Stopped posting for a few months because I was having wicked delusions, would wake up in the early morning with altered perception of the world and delusions, starting to come out of it now though, been seeing mental health for it.So anyway I had my interview today for an at home position selling life insurance and asked the interviewer some questions... Turns out average agents are making 4- 5k a month their first year and top performers are making over a million a year, this could be it boyos, the one shot I've been waiting for, I always fucked in a sales role and this one is purely commission based, my ONLY concern is I wont get hired.
