Spirituality Crazy self-love experience. Guys... I think Buddhism might be legit.

[JayJaySattva]

If you read my posts, you will realize that I wrote this:

Essay - I have an unconscious desire that the love of a woman will save me.

You too?

elysianfields.se

Something weird happened to me after admiring this. It was as if a voice spoke to me:

"I'm here for you".

I started to feel a lot of love. Yesterday I went to uni, and I started interacting with other people from a place of love and completeness. It was so fulfilling, it was as if I could feel a lot of appreciation for absolutely everyone as the unique manifestation they are.

Like when you interact with someone else without pretensions, it was exactly like that.

At some point in time, I started to feel as if my body was disappearing.

Social anxiety completely gone. I was a new person. It was very lovely. I never want to go back to who I was.

I also cried a lot for having treated me very bad, and I told myself I would never do that again.

 

[cosmicx16]

If you read my posts, you will realize that I wrote this:

Essay - I have an unconscious desire that the love of a woman will save me.

You too?

elysianfields.se

Something weird happened to me after admiring this. It was as if a voice spoke to me:

"I'm here for you".

I started to feel a lot of love. Yesterday I went to uni, and I started interacting with other people from a place of love and completeness. It was so fulfilling, it was as if I could a lot of appreciation for absolutely everyone as the unique manifestation they are.

It took the voice of God for you to start going to classes, same bro i might need that too

 

[JayJaySattva]

It took the voice of God for you to start going to classes, same bro i might need that too

I wrote this thread one year ago when I had a psychosis. It didn't make much sense in that moment, but I see that it was very right.

Essay - Self-love is the best kind of love there exists. [INCELS AND EVERYONE, GET THE FUCK IN NOW!]

"Why?! Why dear men?! Why to love an ungrateful and unsensitive bitch out there when you can love yourself?! Why?! Why dear men?! Why to give the world to some ungrateful and unsensitive bitch out there when you could give the world to yourself?!" Preface Even if you're chad:chad:, I ask the...

elysianfields.se

 

[wait whattt? :o]

If you read my posts, you will realize that I wrote this:

Essay - I have an unconscious desire that the love of a woman will save me.

You too?

elysianfields.se

Something weird happened to me after admiring this. It was as if a voice spoke to me:

"I'm here for you".

I started to feel a lot of love. Yesterday I went to uni, and I started interacting with other people from a place of love and completeness. It was so fulfilling, it was as if I could feel a lot of appreciation for absolutely everyone as the unique manifestation they are.

Like when you interact with someone else without pretensions, it was exactly like that.

At some point in time, I started to feel as if my body was disappearing.

Social anxiety completely gone. I was a new person. It was very lovely. I never want to go back to who I was.

I also cried a lot for having treated me very bad, and I told myself I would never do that again.

I haven't had quite the visceral experience that you described... but I definitely did feel better when I started interacting and socializing with people more, especially when I try to minimize assumptions about them.

We are biologically social beings after all, so social isolation will always be painful/self-destructive no matter how introverted, asocial, or antisocial you are. Good luck and may you have an ever-fulfilling social life :)

 

[wait whattt? :o]

If you read my posts, you will realize that I wrote this:

Essay - I have an unconscious desire that the love of a woman will save me.

You too?

elysianfields.se

Something weird happened to me after admiring this. It was as if a voice spoke to me:

"I'm here for you".

I started to feel a lot of love. Yesterday I went to uni, and I started interacting with other people from a place of love and completeness. It was so fulfilling, it was as if I could feel a lot of appreciation for absolutely everyone as the unique manifestation they are.

Like when you interact with someone else without pretensions, it was exactly like that.

At some point in time, I started to feel as if my body was disappearing.

Social anxiety completely gone. I was a new person. It was very lovely. I never want to go back to who I was.

I also cried a lot for having treated me very bad, and I told myself I would never do that again.

I'd like to add: Not saying you have to do that, but one thing that helped me a lot (and continues to help me even now) is personal journaling. Having some place where I can make note of my thoughts and feelings in an external, concrete helped a lot in processing my issues, feelings, and thoughts. It was easier to analyze where I may lacking, and come up with solutions that may or may not help (some did, some did not). Also, it has increased my self-awareness and led to many helpful (but disturbing) realizations about myself.

It doesn't have to be a personal journal btw. If you like drawing, you could do that. The medium is not as important as the act of "exteriorizing" your thought process itself. Point is, don't lock yourself up and allow yourself to have contact with reality

 

[JayJaySattva]

I'd like to add: Not saying you have to do that, but one thing that helped me a lot (and continues to help me even now) is personal journaling. Having some place where I can make note of my thoughts and feelings in an external, concrete helped a lot in processing my issues, feelings, and thoughts. It was easier to analyze where I may lacking, and come up with solutions that may or may not help (some did, some did not). Also, it has increased my self-awareness and led to many helpful (but disturbing) realizations about myself.

It doesn't have to be a personal journal btw. If you like drawing, you could do that. The medium is not as important as the act of "exteriorizing" your thought process itself. Point is, don't lock yourself up and allow yourself to have contact with reality

I never felt loved enough as a child. All of my problems started from that alone. It is not exaggeration.

 

[qqq]

I’ve been slacking off

Just noticed that all my precognition events happened just after I’ve started meditating and dream journaling

And most sources tie these practices
to it

https://www.deanradin.com/recommended-references