Depression Feeling hopeless as of late

[Sovereign]

Before I used to enjoy reading and just overall little pleasantries, but when I got tinnitus I lost my silence, basically told my dad "I hope you die" and just overall with poverty around the corner. I feel so hopeless, when I get this trucking job I'm going to hope that I get a decent amount of days off so I can just LDAR. I have no friends or any real hobbies in real life, I cling so desperately for a past I hardly understand.

 

[Memento Mori]

I'm in a relatable situation. Money fixes many of my problems but can never seem to accumulate enough.

 

[Sovereign]

I'm in a relatable situation. Money fixes many of my problems but can never seem to accumulate enough.

Money seems to be the ultimate resource in which you can do just about most things in society, its okay to dream if you can afford it, its okay to have hobbies if you can buy them. Honestly, I just want enough money to accumulate skills that will allow me to leave society for good or at least be needed and not looked at as expendable.

 

[Sovereign]

I remember spending so much time alone, that as time passed, I naturally became closer and closer a neet or better yet that I practically enjoyed the luxuries I had and accepted being nobody, I didn't want to work or become anything. Despite how tech illiterate I am, I enjoy the garbage on the net then I could ever imagine doing anything in the real world.

 

[ZZEBRA813]

Get a cat, start a cat farm

 

[Sovereign]

Get a cat, start a cat farm

Bad idea, because then I'll open a Chinese restaurant.

 

[ZZEBRA813]

Bad idea, because then I'll open a Chinese restaurant.

Call it cat island

 

[Sovereign]

Sure, why not