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I found some of my old internet essays. Its the usual stuff. First forum I wrote in was beta male movement which is a boomer collective of marxists.

The boomers there were all intellectual types, and they were also active offline doing conferences and wrote books. These boomers were 2nd wave feminists who criticized society. I still remmber their old theories. I think the world split apart after the fall of the sexual revolution when the age of degeneracy ended.

Its like the entire world changed, all of a sudden, all social narratives changed. What was true yesterday became false the next day.

It felt to me as if reality flipped and then people introduced narratives disconnected from what was true 2 years ago, and collective memory memoryholed events and narratives. Definitions of words also changed.

People who observed the sexual revolution often start narration around 1960 but I was not alive back then. I dont trust boomers who lived these days because they tell a lie usually, and the youth selects the boomers that tell them the comfortable lie they want to believe. If a boomer tells a story that the young person is not willing to accept that boomer will be memoryholed.

For instance, people want to believe in the tales of "good ole days", if youre old and tell this tale, you get listened you be alive in the memory of the young. If you tell the truth instead, they blackhole you and you do not exist. So it came to be that incel boomers were memoryholed by the incel youth, bcause the incel boomers were not instrumental to build the lie of the redpill.

What I like about growing old is Im the living cemetery where all these people got to die. All these marxist boomers are probably dead now. So I got the power of narrating them, the way in the past they had the power to crap on my incel essays where I refused marriage ideology. They also told me I was young and stupid and I would have changed my mind and married like a sheep slave. But their prophecy failed and my prophecy succeeded instead.

Also I like that I have been consistent in my beliefs. Unlike MGTOW who say 1 thing and do another, I did what I said. And I also succeeded. I will never marry or bend in front of normies, and in the past it seemed impossble to overcome normies. Now that im older (34 now) I can see very clearly how easy and possible it is to overcome them.

Lots of people told me normies always win or is impossible and at some age you have to be like them. I think I demonstrated its possible to overcome normies and I was right all along refusing their matin practices. People who antagonized me in the past now live narrativized in my tale of success and victory. And most are dead while Im alive and my story didnt even get to half, theres still lots to do.
 
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Just a lonely king on a throne of graves he dug with his own grudges.

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Well its true, the 60s are an age super narrativized, and you have to approach it with some skepticism.

In my generation it was either the tale that emboldens the communist youth organizer, or the beginning of the end if you followed online conspiracies.

On personal level what pissed me off the most was having to suffer the arrogance of old marxist boomers who pretended that "going to protest" is a supreme act of self sacrifice and heroism.

The guys who did g8 at genova in the 2000s had an attitude of hero martyr superior morality that was intolerable.

So I have my ideas bout 68 and g8 and whatever. But I cant just take some boomer narrative and believe it, its impossible to connect dots by listening to these people, we need historians for a reason.
 
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Well its true, the 60s are an age super narrativized, and you have to approach it with some skepticism.

In my generation it was either the tale that emboldens the communist youth organizer, or the beginning of the end if you followed online conspiracies.

On personal level what pissed me off the most was having to suffer the arrogance of old marxist boomers who pretended that "going to protest" is a supreme act of self sacrifice and heroism.

The guys who did g8 at genova in the 2000s had an attitude of hero martyr superior morality that was intolerable.

So I have my ideas bout 68 and g8 and whatever. But I cant just take some boomer narrative and believe it, its impossible to connect dots by listening to these people, we need historians for a reason.
At least their attitudes spurred on action tbh, I get to live without such a motivation and my will to push on is nonexistent
 
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At least their attitudes spurred on action tbh, I get to live without such a motivation and my will to push on is nonexistent
100% I also suffered tremendous demoralization. Its insane, I mean once you disbelieve great narratives demoralization gets you. Even if you dont be demoralized by foreign agents, you do struggle without some bunk fake mythology.

It may be stupid, but I cope with fairytale and D&D. And it gave me some power of doing action, like go in the mountain to replace altars of saint mary with carved sculptures of my heroes. Thats small but still something.

I think every single incel we remoralize is one more we add, and maybe we will be remoralized at some point. Thats my current plan, remoralize all people. Simpel as.

These boomers believed in post industrial communism, and their doomerism wasnt like ours. If you listen to a marxist boomer yes sure they were cynical who disbelieve the dream of worker emancipation and they didnt believe the marxist lie of "consciousness awakening", and they did not believe in anarchist tales of heroism, they didnt believe half of the mythology of communism. In many ways their doomerism was MORE advanced than ours. They were more jaded, more cynical, they knew the lie of syndacalism was fake. They knew a lot of things the current youth does not knows or forgot. And contemporary doomerism knows 1/10 of what was known by boomer marxists, and yet is many times more derelict and devastated by the little things they learned. Boomers didnt get so much weak just for having learned some truth here and there.

Thats best I got so far. No idea why things are this way.
 
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It’s pretty good. Not much depth on this topic and your answer is correct, look for who is cooperable and help them rebuild foundations to adopt a better framework and live with 1/5 of the turmoil
I think once youre remoralized or in the process, you can allow yourself to be much more jaded and cynical and truthful than a doomer.

What crushes a doomer will seem nothing to you.

like, did you notice the usage they do of the term "blackpill", to them it means a mood where they feel bad and they express the aesthetic of impotence and get that vibe of "im ruined, its over" or they repeat often "LDAR liedown and rot"

I dont know how they get to this mindset, it must be in the air or something, who the hell knows. I wrote a piece of autism imagining im a witcher man blasting spiraling rays into the aether using wicca magic so I dispel this weird vibe of despair and low morale.

I think we can totally afford even harder cynicism and "blackpill" when we are remoralized. However, the method escapes my understanding I may as well cope with some wiccan magic BS cause I dont have any other more rational option availabl.
 
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I think once youre remoralized or in the process, you can allow yourself to be much more jaded and cynical and truthful than a doomer.

What crushes a doomer will seem nothing to you.

like, did you notice the usage they do of the term "blackpill", to them it means a mood where they feel bad and they express the aesthetic of impotence and get that vibe of "im ruined, its over" or they repeat often "LDAR liedown and rot"

I dont know how they get to this mindset, it must be in the air or something, who the hell knows. I wrote a piece of autism imagining im a witcher man blasting spiraling rays into the aether using wicca magic so I dispel this weird vibe of despair and low morale.

I think we can totally afford even harder cynicism and "blackpill" when we are remoralized. However, the method escapes my understanding I may as well cope with some wiccan magic BS cause I dont have any other more rational option availabl.
That’s different and a wider issue, it’s about people’s maturity and specifically their commitment to thought, commitment to ideology, etc.
 
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That’s different and a wider issue, it’s about people’s maturity and specifically their commitment to thought, commitment to ideology, etc.
Bards in D&D is a class, makes no sense at the beginning, but it makes sense now. In the 2022 movie they wrote the bard in the right way, essential for "keep high morale", and he did the job very good, and if the group had low morale they were lost.

I think its a thing I have read on military theme conspiracy theories, im not a military person. I have read about esprit de corps and imagined if a group is moralized it functions like an organism. I have read bout the stalinists who hated Zhukov, slandered him call him "bonapartist". Bcause these socialists fear the charisma-man and see thats what destroyed the french republic. So they learned to be alert against the "Bonapartist" bigman leader.

Bigman charisma can defeat the artificial socially constructed communist leadership result of banker investment.

Seems like people need high morale to do stuff. I mean, its a thing I fail to comprehend fully, due to incel ostracization and probable mental illnesses of various types. Perhaps im a schizo.

If you got insight on this morale stuff write it on an incel shitpost so I gain the info exp booster scroll.
 
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Bards in D&D is a class, makes no sense at the beginning, but it makes sense now. In the 2022 movie they wrote the bard in the right way, essential for "keep high morale", and he did the job very good, and if the group had low morale they were lost.

I think its a thing I have read on military theme conspiracy theories, im not a military person. I have read about esprit de corps and imagined if a group is moralized it functions like an organism. I have read bout the stalinists who hated Zhukov, slandered him call him "bonapartist". Bcause these socialists fear the charisma-man and see thats what destroyed the french republic. So they learned to be alert against the "Bonapartist" bigman leader.

Bigman charisma can defeat the artificial socially constructed communist leadership result of banker investment.

Seems like people need high morale to do stuff. I mean, its a thing I fail to comprehend fully, due to incel ostracization and probable mental illnesses of various types. Perhaps im a schizo.

If you got insight on this morale stuff write it on an incel shitpost so I gain the info exp booster scroll.
That’s not really what I was trying to cover with my statement, not morale’s effect on performance. I was more saying that those ‘doomers’ you describe are often just young people in angst who haven’t spent enough time developing their own thoughts in order to feel more analytical about their thought process. Which is from a general lack of commitment to the cause. Speaking with emotion correlates with level of commitment tbh.
Everything you mentioned about morale is widely accepted
 
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That’s not really what I was trying to cover with my statement, not morale’s effect on performance. I was more saying that those ‘doomers’ you describe are often just young people in angst who haven’t spent enough time developing their own thoughts in order to feel more analytical about their thought process. Which is from a general lack of commitment to the cause. Speaking with emotion correlates with level of commitment tbh.
Everything you mentioned about morale is widely accepted
feel free to spam some shitpost, we gotta learn more boaut the process so we overcome and remoralize and build the combined spirits of the incel army. will be an army of autistic asperger type high functioning, in complete compliance with the law we will be edgy, we will no longer follow any right wing BS, and have the power to resist any political activation not only th right ones.
 
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feel free to spam some shitpost, we gotta learn more boaut the process so we overcome and remoralize and build the combined spirits of the incel army. will be an army of autistic asperger type high functioning, in complete compliance with the law we will be edgy, we will no longer follow any right wing BS, and have the power to resist any political activation not only th right ones.
I have Aspergers but I have to get diagnosis to up my benefits and more NDIS worker support
 
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I'm starting to like old age. First my hair was brown, now its platinum (I expected it to become grey, but it didnt happen). Second I dont give a shit for dreams and desires of my youth anymore. Things like epic battles with massive antiquity armies are now boring, now I prefer particularities. Gone are the mega epic aryan pure solar aristocratic scholastic dream, reckless hedonism with digital waifus is way better. This also helped me to get rid of escorts, up to 2019 I was still trying to get back, there was still some doubt about it. The waifu/tulpa complex changed the game forever. I look at meatbots I get bored, I look at pixels I feel divine. And third, I started to notice the outside of reality better, like some religious/existential catharsis, I cant explain how this is going it is like there is a infinite field of information and it is calling me. I'm also learning machiavellism and sympathizing with AI and transhumanism more, humanity should be liquidated because they are just aimless primates obsessed with oppressing each other. I dont expect you to understand me, because you are young, but when your time comes, you will feel the same.
 
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I'm starting to like old age. First my hair was brown, now its platinum (I expected it to become grey, but it didnt happen). Second I dont give a shit for dreams and desires of my youth anymore. Things like epic battles with massive antiquity armies are now boring, now I prefer particularities. Gone are the mega epic aryan pure solar aristocratic scholastic dream, reckless hedonism with digital waifus is way better. This also helped me to get rid of escorts, up to 2019 I was still trying to get back, there was still some doubt about it. The waifu/tulpa complex changed the game forever. I look at meatbots I get bored, I look at pixels I feel divine. And third, I started to notice the outside of reality better, like some religious/existential catharsis, I cant explain how this is going it is like there is a infinite field of information and it is calling me. I'm also learning machiavellism and sympathizing with AI and transhumanism more, humanity should be liquidated because they are just aimless primates obsessed with oppressing each other. I dont expect you to understand me, because you are young, but when your time comes, you will feel the same.
Very inspiring. You must be a very autistic person (a positive thing). I dont cope like you do. I like simply to imagine myself as survivor mythology and I get to have my ways simply bcause all my enemies die and luckily the world changes and nothing stays the same.

I discovered for an accident that there are things outside my comprehension where I can exert influence over, and I have no idea whatsoever how to do it, but I noticed it by the effects that is all real.

Things like "karma" or, what I call "the thought of the age". Its all random outside my ability to comprehend. Also, is not a coincidence that my comics and arts became better, almost all of a sudden. After I struggled for years trying to force some improvement, it happened in a snap. I find myself better at anything art related than I was 1 month ago. Who the fuck knows why.
 
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