Had a problem

[wsada]

I've noticed a pattern where i see my peers as better and look up to them which causes me to underestimate myself then i realize i was actually the one better which causes me to overestimate myself then i fail then the pattern repeats

Like I'm the class idiot, I'm the only one in school who doesnt do tutoring and people talk down to me which killed my self confidence

Yesterday we did a math test and when we discussed it later i found out that i did the best even though i didnt do tutoring and crammed in last 3 days

Usually this'll lead me to be a lil arrogant but i learned my lesson i think

 

[Truckzo]

That's the thing, just don't care about your performance, know your ability and just don't care. Sure its a good thing to put positive labels on yourself always so you can do your best and manifest the best outcome for you but bury it in your subconscious mind and know that it should only matter to you, and your mental space.

I wouldn't concern myself with the opinions of normalfags, especially because I know they're fucking tards in most aspects, including spiritually. How do they "talk down" to you exactly?

 

[ForeverLost]

small minded, we have ai and calculators. This isn’t 1950 anymore, Being good at Math is useless unless your a quantum physicist. School is brainwashing with muscle memory for future 9-5 with genetic and social hierarchys implementations they use on ones mind which is a reflection of life after high school.