Discussion Heroic dose shrooms / contact with the demiurge

[PsychoDsk]

What’s up bros, this is my very first thread here. I’ve been deep into gnosticism, the qabalah and judaism for a while now. I’m a regular chaos magic nerd and a mason. I’m planning on trying something new for which I need your guys’ opinion.

I’m planning on either microdosing for a few weeks or doing a heroic dose on a sunny day.

My goal is to get into pleroma and lay contact with my HGA, basically trying to meet my complete self without saturn’s curse.

Now, I’ve heard many horror stories, aswell as life-changing experiences and I was wondering if u guys have any anecdotes or tips in that regard.

I was planning on taking it 10AM on an empty stomach on vacation and spend the entire day fasting and walking the forests/plains, aswell as have some stops to complete some minor ritual work.

Any ideas or anecdotes?

 

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What’s up bros, this is my very first thread here. I’ve been deep into gnosticism, the qabalah and judaism for a while now. I’m a regular chaos magic nerd and a mason. I’m planning on trying something new for which I need your guys’ opinion.

I’m planning on either microdosing for a few weeks or doing a heroic dose on a sunny day.

My goal is to get into pleroma and lay contact with my HGA, basically trying to meet my complete self without saturn’s curse.

Now, I’ve heard many horror stories, aswell as life-changing experiences and I was wondering if u guys have any anecdotes or tips in that regard.

I was planning on taking it 10AM on an empty stomach on vacation and spend the entire day fasting and walking the forests/plains, aswell as have some stops to complete some minor ritual work.

Any ideas or anecdotes?

How much shadow work have you done?

Have you already processed every trauma, negative thought, bad experience?

I think you're from .org right?

 

[PsychoDsk]

How much shadow work have you done?

Have you already processed every trauma, negative thought, bad experience?

I think you're from .org right?

Mostly yea, I don’t have much trauma (that I know of). That’s also why I wanted to dose, to surface some underlying stuff I might have locked up.

I am yea, have u taken shrooms before?

 

[newsincerity]

future posts from psych ward

 

[cosmicx16]

What’s up bros, this is my very first thread here. I’ve been deep into gnosticism, the qabalah and judaism for a while now. I’m a regular chaos magic nerd and a mason. I’m planning on trying something new for which I need your guys’ opinion.

I’m planning on either microdosing for a few weeks or doing a heroic dose on a sunny day.

My goal is to get into pleroma and lay contact with my HGA, basically trying to meet my complete self without saturn’s curse.

Now, I’ve heard many horror stories, aswell as life-changing experiences and I was wondering if u guys have any anecdotes or tips in that regard.

I was planning on taking it 10AM on an empty stomach on vacation and spend the entire day fasting and walking the forests/plains, aswell as have some stops to complete some minor ritual work.

Any ideas or anecdotes?

Good luck, if a robot with red horns offers to give you new hands so you can play the holophoner, don't accept

 

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Mostly yea, I don’t have much trauma (that I know of). That’s also why I wanted to dose, to surface some underlying stuff I might have locked up.

I am yea, have u taken shrooms before?

Well, if that stuff is locked up as you say, it might be for a reason. There are safer approaches to this such as active imagination. You can also use music and loving-kindness meditation to make a meditative session highly emotional so that those kind of contents can arise to the surface. I also recommend psychoanalysis if you haven't done it. I have extensively made use of AI for this. The good thing it has in comparison to a therapist is that you can ask it to be brutally honest with you and it will be deconstructing all of you trauma with a lot of precision due to their high knowledge of most topics.

I might be extending myself a little bit, but if I wanted to take psychedelics, I would make sure myself of getting rid of most of my trauma. I would also practice lots of loving-kindness meditation or metta meditation, which basically is the ability to be able to generate a state of love by using facial gestures such as putting on a smile similar to that of Buddha/Jesus and compassionate words such as "May I be happy, safe, healthy, and live with ease", and focusing on expanding that feeling onto you and outwards. I would do this mainly in case that I see something disturbing or scary. Love is powerful in that sense.

I don't know about you, but lately I have been very interested of getting rid of bullshit in the mind, thus I have exploring a way of meditating to induce the most neuroplasticity. I also do other more "aggressive" practices to process my feelings using music. It has worked wonders though, I have been able to discover many things about myself and I feel more relaxed and less neurotic. There are times when the body wants to get back to how I was before and man, I can't believe I felt that miserable.

I have written many threads about my methods. They are mostly in the spirituality board. Try to read some of them.