Personal Experience Holy shit! Who am I?

[jayjay]

You're no better hedonist than me

The only difference between you and me is that I have the courage to pursue the things I want, aka, enlightenment.

You? I don't think so... Look, you just said it yourself above:

That's the game of life though, you can either work towards your desires and goals or die with regret.

 

[Budan]

The only difference between you and me is that I have the courage to pursue the things I want, aka, enlightenment.

You? I don't think so... Look, you just said it yourself above:

You think you can achieve enlightenment while acting this egotistical? Hilarious

Yes. I have been inducing altered states of consciousness where it gives me the impression that all we are is just consciousness playing a character.

Do you know why the character doesn't allow himself to surrender fully and see the illusion of self?

Because contractions start appearing in my body.

"I want riches, I want lots of women".

Interesting you see...

This is more material to work on, anyways. This is fun.

Your desires are no different than any other desire like riches and women. You have much yet to learn grasshopper. Don't act holier than thou just because you meditated for a little bit, you know jack shit.

 

[jayjay]

You think you can achieve enlightenment while acting this egotistical? Hilarious

I mean, you are my practice buddy to perfect my behaviour.

Your desires are no different than any other desire like riches and women. You have much yet to learn grasshopper. Don't act holier than thou just because you meditated for a little bit, you know jack shit.

Lmao, bro. Calm down, I just like to trigger you.

Why is bro talking like an anime character

"Grasshopper"

 

[Budan]

I mean, you are my practice buddy to perfect my behaviour.

Lmao, bro. Calm down, I just like to trigger you.

Why is bro talking like an anime character

"Grasshopper"

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You talk like a 12 year old why are you on this website?

 

[jayjay]

You talk like a 12 year old why are you on this website?

Yeah, I think so. There's a reason why unconsciously we are having this conversation.

The more I interact with people that trigger me, the more opportunities to integrate my psyche and advanced towards my goal.

Thank you.

 

[jayjay]

You think you can achieve enlightenment while acting this egotistical? Hilarious

No no no no no! Don't come to me with your slave morality! You're better than that!

Of course, I have an ego. Forged by thousand battles, not like a baby like you would understand.

You know what's the best?

The more the trauma, the more powerful the experience of Nirvana. Plus... This consciousness will see through the own separated self or ego, and this body will lo rejoice of happiness.

One point for me! One point less for you! I'm nearer of reaching my goal while you stay behind pointlessly complaining about "muh hedonism". Of course I am!

Your desires are no different than any other desire like riches and women. You have much yet to learn grasshopper. Don't act holier than thou just because you meditated for a little bit, you know jack shit.

What? You wanted to pray? to me? Hahahahaha I am not holy, I am hell. I have come for you.