You can't really "forget" about the blackpill, and while you technically can't go back and just forget about it, you can move *forward* which is the whitepill. The whitepill isn't a pill you can just swallow over the course of a couple of weeks like the blackpill, it may take decades or a lifetime to fully understand and grasp it. Not everyone has the same experience with the whitepill, I mean you're learning to co-exist with the fact that looks unfortunately determine a plethora of things in your life, my own personal journey with it has been up and down and currently it's somewhere in-between.
I kind of treat it like a quest for knowledge, I consulted my mother the other day about it and explained the blackpill to her, she already knows and believes heavily that looks matter and she acknowledges the fact that if she were ugly, her life would have been even harder and barely anyone would give 2 shits about her (family excluded and close friends excluded). I believe everyone who has begun to accept the whitepill is a student of the whitepill, and throughout your own experiences in life, you become wiser and kind of have this clarity. I myself have tasted some of this clarity and it's sort of inexplicable in the sense that you have to experience it yourself to truly understand what that clarity feels like.
And lately, I've had this sort of hunger or thirst for that same clarity to be quenched, which is why I've been trying to ponder more and do more research on the whole concept/ideology of the whitepill. I like to think of life as a sort of scholar that you learn the whitepill from.
Sorry if my rambling is contradictory or nonsensical, I tend to struggle with expressing my raw thoughts in an easy-to-understand and clear way. Hope this helps bhai
