How we can feel we are not fucking losers

[Naofumi]

Naive solution?

Yes — Yayoi Kusama’s iconic dots are deeply tied to her concept of self-obliteration, but the theory behind them is layered. Let me explain clearly:

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1. Self-obliteration / Ego dissolution​

• Kusama has repeatedly stated that her art is about “self-obliteration” — the dissolution of the individual ego into the infinite.
• Dots (polka dots)are a key visual device:
  • By covering surfaces, rooms, and objects with repetitive dots, the individual forms lose distinction, merging into the whole environment.
  • This visual strategy erases boundaries between self and surroundings.

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2. Infinity / cosmic perspective​

• Kusama is fascinated by infinity — infinite space, patterns, and repetition.
• The dots are like points in a vast universe, suggesting that the individual is just one small part of the cosmos.
• Experiencing her infinity rooms can make viewers feel dissolved into the space, similar to Kusama’s own intentions.

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3. Obsessive repetition and mental health​

• Kusama has OCD and hallucinations, and her art reflects these experiences.
• Repetition of dots is both:
  • Therapeutic: Transforming obsessive visions into controlled, shareable art.
  • Symbolic: Representing the endless cycles of perception, memory, and existence.

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4. Minimalist yet immersive​

• The dots are deceptively simple but create a psychological effect:
  • They flatten perception, making depth and edges disappear.
  • In some installations, viewers lose the sense of their own body in the space — literally experiencing a kind of self-erasure.

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Summary​

• Dots = self-obliteration + infinity + personal obsession transformed into art
• Kusama’s theory: Repetition and immersion in patterns can remove the ego, dissolve individuality, and merge the self with the environment or universe.

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If you want, I can show how this “self-erasure” effect of dots works psychologically — why your brain literally loses track of your own body in her infinity rooms. Do you want me to explain that?

4. Common Mechanisms​

• Repetition & immersion (dots, color fields, sound loops)
• Scale & environment (rooms, installations, massive canvases)
• Sensory manipulation (light, mirrors, sound)
• Chance / randomness (abstract patterns, cut-ups, aleatory music)

All these methods overwhelm the ordinary ego or habitual perception, leading to experiences of self-obliteration.

Tbh reminds me of the opium wars idk if this will work. I mean if the overwhelming visuals spawn a scene of objects that makes novel companies/ startups in the brain based on previous visual axioms under a new elaborate concept or organization, the new lemmas or infrastructure can fuel the fertile ground for the following language visualization or comprehensive "sensibility checking" and making sense out of things being easier thus the conscious language sector can effectively cheat off of the visual cortex's groundwork to easier comprehend things in the future. Thus the overwhelming visuals serve to effectively destroy the self's negative thinking whilst providing some cognitive benefit. This all depends on whether or not you can find an image that can connect various concepts together which would help you in other areas with the mostly low level visual language as key being effectively more easy to translate into "real" language later on. The connection to a tangible sense and those even lower visual axioms also in theory could further aid understanding as it effectively takes advantage of multithreading and a more base form of understanding independent of broca's area being queued up yet again.

tldr what if you just see something that actually helps you understand some harder shit and you use that to process the harder shit but you also get a nice overwhelming therapy.

 

[Naofumi]

I question all of this. At a certain point all objects can be formed out of fundamental machine objects with anything else basically just for excessive detail. In such a universe the language of physics itself is quite an extremely basic and hardly useful one one of just parts and laws. Anything else is this crazy symbolic propaganda that doesn't seem to be truly useful for scientific thinking or making sense out of anything truly. So when we distract our senses in such a retarded way it most likely is unnecessary for understanding physical objects unless they need absurd amounts of complexity ie a surgeon, armorer, tour guide or butcher might decide to memorize visuals of something just because it could help them navigate a body.

Could it truly be a symbolic experience and not a scientific one. If so, what do you do with it and how do you think at the same time. The experience itself is the product perhaps and not what's on display. I am flabberghasted. Using the experience could you hypothesize new ideas, is that the only point. Idk bruh spending 20 hours staring at this shit is like taking opiods it's probably gonna be brainrot.

 

[Naofumi]

Ai GF?

Hmm... no.

RPG?

no.


Song lyrics, metaphors, analogies?

Time gets prettier with you, I'm lifted
Something starts to take a hold of me (uh)
Spellbound, baby, it's like magic when you kiss me
I wanna be everything you need me to be, oh

I wanna write you a love song, baby
I wanna write you a good one, you can't stop singing to me
I wanna write you a love song, baby
I wanna write you a good one, you can't stop singing to me, oh-uh

Top down baby, let the roof go missin' (uh-uh)
Wind whipping your hair like it's a magic trick
Oh, an aesthetic, happening on the radio station, uh
Your eyebrows down in contemplation, uh
I gotta make a habit of this (baby, uh)

I wanna write you a love song, baby
I wanna write you a good one, you can't stop singing to me (woo)
I wanna write you a love song, baby
I wanna write you a good one, you can't stop singing to me (oh-oh)

And if you need me, you can hit me on the phone
And I might pull up kinda swiftly, just to make sure that you're alone (uh)
And we can't stop, won't stop, don't stop it
And we can't stop, won't

I wanna write you a love song, baby (uh)
I wanna write you a good one, you can't stop singing to me (I wanna, baby)
I wanna write you a love song, baby (you know that I do)
I wanna write you a good one, you can't stop singing to me

I wanna write it well, I wanna write it well
I wanna write it well, I wanna write it well
I wanna write it well, I wanna write it well

Uh probably not.
Ink blot testing?

No, art sucks.


Several years have passed since I wrote, “I still will do my best after this.” I have not done my best. Proof of that is in the fact that I haven’t written a single new story. I’ve been reduced to a NEET, living as a parasite on the royalties from this book.

Now, stories of people hitting rock bottom and finding some kind of salvation in a spiritual craze are pretty common, so it’s not too surprising to hear that Takimoto got into spiritual stuff. It seems like his love affair with fortune-telling has been a rocky one, though. Apparently, he started living with a female spiritual healer in 2011, but by 2012, they had already ended their relationship and Takimoto was living in an apartment outside Tokyo. (This is according to what some folks on 2ch said was written in the afterword of later editions of Boku no Air; I haven’t confirmed this for myself.)

If his official website is anything to go by, Takimoto has gotten into some spiritual stuff lately. He mentioned in an interview in 2013 that he’s into meditation, fortune-telling, tarot, the works. On the front page of his website, it plainly states that its purpose is “to create a new reality, to transcend 2D and achieve 5D.”

Uh oh even nhk author couldn't figure out a way. It's over.

 

[steve the chad]

Naive solution?

Yes — Yayoi Kusama’s iconic dots are deeply tied to her concept of self-obliteration, but the theory behind them is layered. Let me explain clearly:

---

1. Self-obliteration / Ego dissolution​

• Kusama has repeatedly stated that her art is about “self-obliteration” — the dissolution of the individual ego into the infinite.
• Dots (polka dots)are a key visual device:
  • By covering surfaces, rooms, and objects with repetitive dots, the individual forms lose distinction, merging into the whole environment.
  • This visual strategy erases boundaries between self and surroundings.

---

2. Infinity / cosmic perspective​

• Kusama is fascinated by infinity — infinite space, patterns, and repetition.
• The dots are like points in a vast universe, suggesting that the individual is just one small part of the cosmos.
• Experiencing her infinity rooms can make viewers feel dissolved into the space, similar to Kusama’s own intentions.

---

3. Obsessive repetition and mental health​

• Kusama has OCD and hallucinations, and her art reflects these experiences.
• Repetition of dots is both:
  • Therapeutic: Transforming obsessive visions into controlled, shareable art.
  • Symbolic: Representing the endless cycles of perception, memory, and existence.

---

4. Minimalist yet immersive​

• The dots are deceptively simple but create a psychological effect:
  • They flatten perception, making depth and edges disappear.
  • In some installations, viewers lose the sense of their own body in the space — literally experiencing a kind of self-erasure.

---

Summary​

• Dots = self-obliteration + infinity + personal obsession transformed into art
• Kusama’s theory: Repetition and immersion in patterns can remove the ego, dissolve individuality, and merge the self with the environment or universe.

---

If you want, I can show how this “self-erasure” effect of dots works psychologically — why your brain literally loses track of your own body in her infinity rooms. Do you want me to explain that?

4. Common Mechanisms​

• Repetition & immersion (dots, color fields, sound loops)
• Scale & environment (rooms, installations, massive canvases)
• Sensory manipulation (light, mirrors, sound)
• Chance / randomness (abstract patterns, cut-ups, aleatory music)

Tbh reminds me of the opium wars idk if this will work. I mean if the overwhelming visuals spawn a scene of objects that makes novel companies/ startups in the brain based on previous visual axioms under a new elaborate concept or organization, the new lemmas or infrastructure can fuel the fertile ground for the following language visualization or comprehensive "sensibility checking" and making sense out of things being easier thus the conscious language sector can effectively cheat off of the visual cortex's groundwork to easier comprehend things in the future. Thus the overwhelming visuals serve to effectively destroy the self's negative thinking whilst providing some cognitive benefit. This all depends on whether or not you can find an image that can connect various concepts together which would help you in other areas with the mostly low level visual language as key being effectively more easy to translate into "real" language later on. The connection to a tangible sense and those even lower visual axioms also in theory could further aid understanding as it effectively takes advantage of multithreading and a more base form of understanding independent of broca's area being queued up yet again.

tldr what if you just see something that actually helps you understand some harder shit and you use that to process the harder shit but you also get a nice overwhelming therapy.

GEMINI!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHAT GPT!!!!!!!!!!!! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELPPPPPPPPppppp!