i miss having irl friends i'd see every single day

[fatcel_3000]

not because im lonely or feel like a loser.

dynamics like in high school (well some of it, most of it i sat in a bathroom stall during lunch)

it was just plain fun and gave me something to look forward to, like 4th period is with my bro and playing video games or wandering around town after school.

maybe it was just the feeling of being young tbh, as a 20 year oldcel I consider it pretty unlikely to make those types of mates that you see everyday unless i want to become a drug addict or alcoholic.

otherwise, its pretty rare to fuk with coworkers like that, maybe you kind of tolerate them around the cooler,
usually friends meet up like every few weeks-months

 

[Tabula Rasa]

I think adult life is its own kind of monotonous hell, and I sometimes reminisce of my school days despite my experiences as an incel social outcast, because you were kind of insulated from adult society and immature about those things.