Depression I need to talk to someone, ive been starting to develop a imaginary friend

[Majestic]

my imaginary friends were the opposites of me tbh
they were what I want to be but isnt

I wonder what my future self will think about me, how the “imaginary friend” thinks. In my mind hes not even mad or angry, hes disappointed and disgusted.

 

[Alurmo]

I wonder what my future self will think about me, how the “imaginary friend” thinks. In my mind hes not even mad or angry, hes disappointed and disgusted.

honestly mine would think im a low t cuck
sometimes I think of myself as that too bc of low self esteem through the years

 

[Majestic]

honestly mine would think im a low t cuck
sometimes I think of myself as that too bc of low self esteem through the years

Yeah, real. What is it that he would value on my present self without the stuff he already has?

 

[Alurmo]

honestly mine would think im a low t cuck
sometimes I think of myself as that too bc of low self esteem through the years

but i hope it gets better tho
i was suggested therapy but I turned it down immediately bc of it being a bluepilled cope industry

 

[Alurmo]

Yeah, real. What is it that he would value on my present self without the stuff he already has?

real asf tbh

btw congrats on being 3rd on the leaderboards

 

[Majestic]

but i hope it gets better tho
i was suggested therapy but I turned it down immediately bc of it being a bluepilled cope industry

My mom wants me to get a therapist, even if i somehow go to him, i cant even imagine opening up to him.

 

[Alurmo]

My mom wants me to get a therapist, even if i somehow go to him, i cant even imagine opening up to him.

ive vented to my parents before but all I got in return is bluepilled cope
and more cope and more
they are truly gigabluepilled man

 

[Majestic]

real asf tbh

btw congrats on being 3rd on the leaderboards

Thanks bhai, thats not what this thread is even about tbh, i need help mentally and these forums or .org are the only options i have rn

 

[Alurmo]

Thanks bhai, thats not what this thread is even about tbh, i need help mentally and these forums or .org are the only options i have rn

same these forums are really the only way for me to vent and not get shamed by normies or fed cope by parents

 

[Majestic]

ive vented to my parents before but all I got in return is bluepilled cope
and more cope and more
they are truly gigabluepilled man

Ive tried explaining a bit of blackpill to my mom a few months ago when i was mid ltn, same thing. She keeps saying that “this doesnt matter”, that its “nonsense”, you get the idea. Even if she probably knew as a woman who she is attracted to.

 

[Majestic]

same these forums are really the only way for me to vent and not get shamed by normies or fed cope by parents

Exactly, this is what i wanted to say but didnt know how to

 

[Alurmo]

Ive tried explaining a bit of blackpill to my mom a few months ago when i was mid ltn, same thing. She keeps saying that “this doesnt matter”, that its “nonsense”, you get the idea. Even if she probably knew as a woman who she is attracted to.

frl
my dad was shocked when i told him that I'm KHHDV lol
the fed will truly never understand the hungry

 

[Alurmo]

Exactly, this is what i wanted to say but didnt know how to

i remember when i first discovered the bp
I was already somewhat of a lookist bc of being bullied for my looks at that time
but the bp only validated me

 

[Majestic]

frl
my dad was shocked when i told him that I'm KHHDV lol
the fed will truly never understand the hungry

I cant even think about telling this to my dad. He was literally the school chad when younger every single girl wanted him after he returned to czechia from the states where he studied for a year.

 

[Alurmo]

the BP truly didnt change my life all that much tbh
I cage so hard when guys say it made it worst for them lol

 

[Majestic]

i remember when i first discovered the bp
I was already somewhat of a lookist bc of being bullied for my looks at that time
but the bp only validated me

Blackpill is a lie, lookism isnt a lie, the way blackpill explains everything is a lie.

 

[Alurmo]

I cant even think about telling this to my dad. He was literally the school chad when younger every single girl wanted him after he returned to czechia from the states where he studied for a year.

meanwhile mine was low-inhib and gigaNT
he told me he raised me too good
he even told me once I'm not normal ffs

 

[Majestic]

the BP truly didnt change my life all that much tbh
I cage so hard when guys say it made it worst for them lol

The whole foundation of the bp, “swallowing the bp” is how it is over. It isnt over tho

 

[Alurmo]

Blackpill is a lie, lookism isnt a lie, the way blackpill explains everything is a lie.

i mean it depends on ur BP definition
for my understanding it is that ur genetics are everything
I somewhat feel like that's true in a way

 

[Majestic]

The whole foundation of the bp, “swallowing the bp” is how it is over. It isnt over tho

Thats why i also want to leave .org
These forums are filled with a way better community

 

[Majestic]

i mean it depends on ur BP definition
for my understanding it is that ur genetics are everything
I somewhat feel like that's true in a way

Genetics are a lot, but not everything.

Similarly, looks matter a lot, but they arent everything as bp says

 

[Alurmo]

Thats why i also want to leave .org
These forums are filled with a way better community

yeah i often switch between teh bp and the whitepill tbh

 

[Alurmo]

Genetics are a lot, but not everything.

Similarly, looks matter a lot, but they arent everything as bp says

yeah i feel like there will be a war on .org between beliefs

looks/bp vs NT+low inhib/half bp half rp

 

[Majestic]

yeah i often switch between teh bp and the whitepill tbh

I tend to use bp on myself, but tell others about whitepill

 

[Alurmo]

I tend to use bp on myself, but tell others about whitepill

i love the whitepill but sometimes it seems flawed