i did it for nudes & female companionship talking playing game together pretending we were married i feel alone without her i just idealize & romanticize that a girl is perfect & do everything with me we lift each others up but its not how this world works
Based on what I read in this thread you sound like a loser cuck, no offense, you sound insecure as fuck, you sound like a beta just asking to be friend zoned.
Pretending to be married? You did this after fucking right? If not you killed it yourself.