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Yes, as you read the title, there was an autistic girl who was introduced to me by my therapist. She has had a hard life not gonna lie. Being somewhat autistic as a girl tends to be brutal since autistic women are more individualistic; behaviour which tends to be easily punished by NT women.
She was there for me at my worst moment: chronically ill, ugly, broke, insecure, etc. I even remember telling her about my attempt to rope because I was drunk at that time. She never walked away and was always there for me. Do you know who kept her away? Me. I did it three times, and we would always talk again.
In the end, people get tired. She told me herself without telling me directly: indecisive guy. “Life is a risk”, "You are my soul mate because you have what I lack (and viceversa of course)", she used to say.
In my head, it was impossible for these kind of girls to exist. I was so brainwashed from the Blackpill and manosphere content that I did not believed these kind of girls existed.
To be honest, I'm glad she stopped talking to me. I do not deserve her.
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She was there for me at my worst moment: chronically ill, ugly, broke, insecure, etc. I even remember telling her about my attempt to rope because I was drunk at that time. She never walked away and was always there for me. Do you know who kept her away? Me. I did it three times, and we would always talk again.
In the end, people get tired. She told me herself without telling me directly: indecisive guy. “Life is a risk”, "You are my soul mate because you have what I lack (and viceversa of course)", she used to say.
In my head, it was impossible for these kind of girls to exist. I was so brainwashed from the Blackpill and manosphere content that I did not believed these kind of girls existed.
To be honest, I'm glad she stopped talking to me. I do not deserve her.
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