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General Adolf SergeantAutist Mayweather Khan
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Are you sure it's that and not just the reception or something?
He said irl bhai, we don't live in central europe (most of us at least)
The trip started in Sovereign’s basement. We were just sitting aroun (me, him, Joshua Jamal) and like two other guys whose names I forgot immediately. Nothing weird yet. Just quiet, too quiet.
At some point Sovereign took off his shirt, not in a weird way, just like it had become too symbolic. Then he started rearranging the furniture into a tactical grid. Joshua helped, but only after smearing peanut butter on his forearms and whispering “ready for breach” to the beanbag chair. I laughed until I realized they weren’t joking. Sovereign handed me a clipboard with nothing on it and told me to sign my spine over to the militia. I nodded. I didn’t want trouble.

From then on it was protocol. Joshua and Sovereign entered a kind of rhythm, a call-and-response made of grunt sounds and hand gestures that might’ve been military or maybe just nonsense that felt like authority.
Sovereign made Joshua get on all fours while he barked out coordinates that matched the stains in the carpet. It wasn’t sexual, but it also wasn’t not sexual. I didn’t know whether I was supposed to look away or salute. I just sat there nodding like I understood. Joshua kept saying “I’m ready, sir,” and Sovereign kept responding with things like “not until the package reasserts itself.”
 
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The trip started in Sovereign’s basement. We were just sitting aroun (me, him, Joshua Jamal) and like two other guys whose names I forgot immediately. Nothing weird yet. Just quiet, too quiet.
At some point Sovereign took off his shirt, not in a weird way, just like it had become too symbolic. Then he started rearranging the furniture into a tactical grid. Joshua helped, but only after smearing peanut butter on his forearms and whispering “ready for breach” to the beanbag chair. I laughed until I realized they weren’t joking. Sovereign handed me a clipboard with nothing on it and told me to sign my spine over to the militia. I nodded. I didn’t want trouble.

From then on it was protocol. Joshua and Sovereign entered a kind of rhythm, a call-and-response made of grunt sounds and hand gestures that might’ve been military or maybe just nonsense that felt like authority.
Sovereign made Joshua get on all fours while he barked out coordinates that matched the stains in the carpet. It wasn’t sexual, but it also wasn’t not sexual. I didn’t know whether I was supposed to look away or salute. I just sat there nodding like I understood. Joshua kept saying “I’m ready, sir,” and Sovereign kept responding with things like “not until the package reasserts itself.”
Crazy acid trip, alhamdulilah I've never touched any substance.
 
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I am totally asexul. Yeah I married and had twins (daughter) but I lost everything I touched. I can't even attempt to kms
I get you, I wouldn't say I'm asexual at all but I'm only completely and utterly attracted to my wife, and even before that I found the vast majority of women unattractive due to their hypergamous and lookist biological nature. But sometimes when I'm having a depressive episode, my sex drive completely disappears, like you could have 10 women naked in front of me and I wouldn't get an erection in the slightest cuz I'm just too focused on my misery, it consumes me.
 
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Now I have fully fully learned japanese. I initiated the acquisition of Japanese language proficiency by subjecting my neural substrate to repeated and focused phonetic and semantic inputs characteristic of the Japanese linguistic system. This triggered synaptic plasticity in my Broca’s and Wernicke’s areas, inducing long-term potentiation and neurogenesis within language processing circuits.
Chad, gonna do the same with French
 
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I get you, I wouldn't say I'm asexual at all but I'm only completely and utterly attracted to my wife, and even before that I found the vast majority of women unattractive due to their hypergamous and lookist biological nature. But sometimes when I'm having a depressive episode, my sex drive completely disappears, like you could have 10 women naked in front of me and I wouldn't get an erection in the slightest cuz I'm just too focused on my misery, it consumes me.
Is she a normie, sounds like you found a good one, cheers
 
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I get you, I wouldn't say I'm asexual at all but I'm only completely and utterly attracted to my wife, and even before that I found the vast majority of women unattractive due to their hypergamous and lookist biological nature. But sometimes when I'm having a depressive episode, my sex drive completely disappears, like you could have 10 women naked in front of me and I wouldn't get an erection in the slightest cuz I'm just too focused on my misery, it consumes me.
I love that my bhai got A wife. Thoughts on second marrige? Shall I?
 
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I love that my bhai got A wife. Thoughts on second marrige? Shall I?
Nikkah hasn't been done yet but very soon inshallah, also I don't think you're anywhere near mentally stable enough for a second marriage bhai, I'd love for you to have that but in this state that you're in, it'd only make your life and those around you even more miserable.
 
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She acts very very NT but me and her have a ton in common and she's religious too
I will talk more about my sister at soycord. I am excited to listen my bhai's story. Good luck for your future, I mean bright
 
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Nikkah hasn't been done yet but very soon inshallah, also I don't think you're anywhere near mentally stable enough for a second marriage bhai, I'd love for you to have that but in this state that you're in, it'd only make your life and those around you even more miserable.
I thought about going to iran and marry a religious iranian teen
 
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