Depression I try not to think about it too much but it always gets to me sooner or later

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What is this feeling? Why do I feel like my brain chemistry is off? What the fuck is this jewish shit they put on me? I don't want this. I want to go home. I want my friends and family and my lovers to hug me.

 

[GripMaxxing]

This is awful. I hate holding it in for this long, it's soul-crushing and excruciating. Why would you do this to me?

 

[GripMaxxing]

They're working against each other, and I can't explain how it works but it just does in my head, my intuition.