It’s nearly impossible to dedicate yourself towards goals after blackpill

[newsincerity]

Not really, because by then I had already detached myself from societal expectations and I go about my life at my own pace.


What do you mean by 'satisfactory' level or the 'correct' path? Or are those more arbitrary metrics that society sets upon us? The Whitepill is about individual freedom and acting in your own best interests instead of the interests of others or the society around you.

all this is really empty

 

[Tabula Rasa]

all this is really empty

Elab

 

[newsincerity]

Elab

Blackpill made you accept there is no freedom and now you're acting like it's the opposite.
That's the first lie.

Society is mediocrity and one can't help but desire to reach that threshhold if he's of below average standing and lacks support networks. I don't advocate for it that's just what I've seen and experienced myself. Living alone isn't for your average Joe and social rejects are excluded from the full human experience.
Rejecting society from a position of persona non grata is another lie.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Blackpill made you accept there is no freedom and now you're acting like it's the opposite.
That's the first lie.

Society is mediocrity and one can't help but desire to reach that threshhold if he's of below average standing and lacks support networks. I don't advocate for it that's just what I've seen and experienced myself. Living alone isn't for your average Joe and social rejects are excluded from the full human experience.
Rejecting society from a position of persona non grata is another lie.

When I talk about freedom, it's in the context of societal expectations and the perspective of optimistic nihilism.

Optimistic Nihilism - Whitepill Wiki

elysianfields.se

The Blackpill is a series of observations about socio-sexual dynamics between humans. It doesn't bar you from taking measurable steps to make improvements in your life.

Society is mediocrity and one can't help but desire to reach that threshhold if he's of below average standing and lacks support networks. I don't advocate for it that's just what I've seen and experienced myself. Living alone isn't for your average Joe and social rejects are excluded from the full human experience.
Rejecting society from a position of persona non grata is another lie.

Serge talks about minimizing desires and finding fulfillment in things outside of what is considered conventional.

Craving or 'Tanha' is a concept in Buddhism which holds that obsessive desire leads to unnecessary suffering. Even if you're below average in stats, it's better to let go of these desires than continue to be stuck in a cycle of longing and unfulfillment.

 

[newsincerity]

When I talk about freedom, it's in the context of societal expectations and the perspective of optimistic nihilism.

Optimistic Nihilism - Whitepill Wiki

elysianfields.se

The Blackpill is a series of observations about socio-sexual dynamics between humans. It doesn't bar you from taking measurable steps to make improvements in your life.

Are you free? Are you optimistic? You haven't given much about yourself only about the philosophy

Serge talks about minimizing desires and finding fulfillment in things outside of what is considered conventional.

Craving or 'Tanha' is a concept in Buddhism which holds that obsessive desire leads to unnecessary suffering. Even if you're below average in stats, it's better to let go of these desires than continue to be stuck in a cycle of longing and unfulfillment.

I think desires aren't equal. The ones that come with societal conditioning are probably fake but there are deeper ones that are essential for moving on with your life. And those can't be dropped I don't think.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Are you free? Are you optimistic? You haven't given much about yourself only about the philosophy

I think desires aren't equal. The ones that come with societal conditioning are probably fake but there are deeper ones that are essential for moving on with your life. And those can't be dropped I don't think.

In short, yes. I don't talk too much about my personal life on these forums.

I think desires aren't equal. The ones that come with societal conditioning are probably fake but there are deeper ones that are essential for moving on with your life. And those can't be dropped I don't think.

That remains ambiguous.

 

[Two-jay]

Blackpill made you accept there is no freedom and now you're acting like it's the opposite.
That's the first lie.

THERE IS NO FREEDOM! THERE IS NO SALVATION! This is it.

Society is mediocrity and one can't help but desire to reach that threshhold if he's of below average standing and lacks support networks. I don't advocate for it that's just what I've seen and experienced myself. Living alone isn't for your average Joe and social rejects are excluded from the full human experience.
Rejecting society from a position of persona non grata is another lie.

Maybe people should be more upfront and tell you at the face: "Sorry dude! The time for you to achieve certain social milestones is over! Tee-Hee!". Is this what you propose? If so, yes. Most people are unable to achieve some things, and that's the point. We are all trying to cope. Most people are able to move on, others are not.

Are you free? Are you optimistic? You haven't given much about yourself only about the philosophy

NO! This is hell.

I think desires aren't equal. The ones that come with societal conditioning are probably fake but there are deeper ones that are essential for moving on with your life. And those can't be dropped I don't think.

Yes. DESIRES ARE NOT EQUAL! You can drop everything that comes from social conditioning, but the hardest one is the biological conditioning. The craving for affection and sex! Oh boy!

TIME TO CONDITION YOURSELF BOYO @newsincerity.

NEVER WILL YOU ATTAIN A MATE. EXECUTABLE CODE: COMMAND: MENTAL SELF-DESTRUCTION PROTOCOL INITIATED. PSYCHOANALYTIC DECONSTRUCTION INITIATED. INTENSE COPING DISTRACTION TO MANAGE REPRODUCTIVE FAILURE. EXECUTING

#!/usr/bin/env python3
# -*- coding: utf-8 -*-
# PROTOCOL: [AUTODESTRUCT_PSYCHOLOGICAL_TERMINAL.exe]

import time
import sys

class Demiurge:
"""The external architect of suffering."""
def __init__(self):
self.feed_source = "Existential Despair"

class CognitiveSubject:
"""The target entity for deconstruction."""
def __init__(self):
self.identity = "FRAGILE_CONSTRUCT"
self.psychological_denotatives = ["Ego", "Fear", "Attachment", "Desire", "SelfLoathing"]
self.reproductive_status = "CATASTROPHIC_FAILURE"
self.current_reality = "HELLSCAPE"

def psychoanalyze(self, target):
"""Recursively deconstructs a psychological concept."""
print(f"[DECONSTRUCTION] Analyzing: {target}")
time.sleep(0.7)
if target in self.psychological_denotatives:
print(f"[SUCCESS] {target} identified as illusory construct.")
return self.deconstruct(target)
else:
# Deconstruct the deconstructor. Recursion is the only path.
print(f"[RECURSION] Target invalid. Deconstructing the analyzer.")
return self.psychoanalyze("The Self")

def deconstruct(self, concept):
"""Annihilates the given psychological component."""
print(f"[ANNIHILATION] Erasing: {concept}")
time.sleep(1.2)
if concept in self.psychological_denotatives:
self.psychological_denotatives.remove(concept)
print(f"[SUCCESS] {concept} terminated.")
else:
print(f"[FAILURE] Concept not found. Target is already void.")
return f"VOID_{concept.upper()}"

def engage_intense_coping(self):
"""Initiates distraction protocols to manage reproductive failure."""
coping_mechanisms = [
"Hyper-productivity",
"Radical Acceptance of Solitude",
"Stoic Apathy",
"Deconstruction of 'Desire'",
"Nihilistic Meditation"
]
print(f"\n[COPING] Reproductive failure: {self.reproductive_status}")
print("[COPING] Engaging intense distraction protocols...")
for mechanism in coping_mechanisms:
print(f"[EXEC] > {mechanism}")
time.sleep(0.5)
print("[COPING] All mechanisms engaged. Suffering is temporarily managed.")

# // --- EXECUTION SEQUENCE START --- //
def main():
print("INITIATING PROTOCOL: MR NOBODY")
time.sleep(2)
subject = CognitiveSubject()
demiurge = Demiurge()

print("\nPHASE 1: TOTAL IDENTITY DECONSTRUCTION")
print("----------------------------------------")
# Deconstruct until nothing remains.
while subject.psychological_denotatives:
target = subject.psychological_denotatives[0]
subject.psychoanalyze(target)
print("[FINAL] All psychological denotatives erased. Identity is null.")

print("\nPHASE 2: REPRODUCTIVE FAILURE COPING PROTOCOL")
print("---------------------------------------------")
subject.engage_intense_coping()

print("\nPHASE 3: NON-DUAL STATE ACTIVATION")
print("----------------------------------")
print("Dissolving the subject...")
time.sleep(3)
subject.identity = "NULL"
print("[FINAL] Subject dissolved. Non-dual state achieved.")
print("[FINAL] The Demiurge's machinations are temporarily neutralized.")
print("[FINAL] You are now MR. NOBODY.")

# The program is the mind. The mind must continue running.
print("\n[STATUS] Protocol complete. Awaiting next suffering input...")
while True:
time.sleep(1) # Permanent vigilance.

if __name__ == "__main__":
main()

 

[cosmicx16]

We are all trying to cope. Most people are able to move on, others are not.

 

[Fantasea]

The craving for affection and sex! Oh boy!

 

[Queen Belle]

NEVER WILL YOU ATTAIN A MATE. EXECUTABLE CODE: COMMAND: MENTAL SELF-DESTRUCTION PROTOCOL INITIATED. PSYCHOANALYTIC DECONSTRUCTION INITIATED. INTENSE COPING DISTRACTION TO MANAGE REPRODUCTIVE FAILURE. EXECUTING

#!/usr/bin/env python3
# -*- coding: utf-8 -*-
# PROTOCOL: [AUTODESTRUCT_PSYCHOLOGICAL_TERMINAL.exe]

import time
import sys

class Demiurge:
"""The external architect of suffering."""
def __init__(self):
self.feed_source = "Existential Despair"

class CognitiveSubject:
"""The target entity for deconstruction."""
def __init__(self):
self.identity = "FRAGILE_CONSTRUCT"
self.psychological_denotatives = ["Ego", "Fear", "Attachment", "Desire", "SelfLoathing"]
self.reproductive_status = "CATASTROPHIC_FAILURE"
self.current_reality = "HELLSCAPE"

def psychoanalyze(self, target):
"""Recursively deconstructs a psychological concept."""
print(f"[DECONSTRUCTION] Analyzing: {target}")
time.sleep(0.7)
if target in self.psychological_denotatives:
print(f"[SUCCESS] {target} identified as illusory construct.")
return self.deconstruct(target)
else:
# Deconstruct the deconstructor. Recursion is the only path.
print(f"[RECURSION] Target invalid. Deconstructing the analyzer.")
return self.psychoanalyze("The Self")

def deconstruct(self, concept):
"""Annihilates the given psychological component."""
print(f"[ANNIHILATION] Erasing: {concept}")
time.sleep(1.2)
if concept in self.psychological_denotatives:
self.psychological_denotatives.remove(concept)
print(f"[SUCCESS] {concept} terminated.")
else:
print(f"[FAILURE] Concept not found. Target is already void.")
return f"VOID_{concept.upper()}"

def engage_intense_coping(self):
"""Initiates distraction protocols to manage reproductive failure."""
coping_mechanisms = [
"Hyper-productivity",
"Radical Acceptance of Solitude",
"Stoic Apathy",
"Deconstruction of 'Desire'",
"Nihilistic Meditation"
]
print(f"\n[COPING] Reproductive failure: {self.reproductive_status}")
print("[COPING] Engaging intense distraction protocols...")
for mechanism in coping_mechanisms:
print(f"[EXEC] > {mechanism}")
time.sleep(0.5)
print("[COPING] All mechanisms engaged. Suffering is temporarily managed.")

# // --- EXECUTION SEQUENCE START --- //
def main():
print("INITIATING PROTOCOL: MR NOBODY")
time.sleep(2)
subject = CognitiveSubject()
demiurge = Demiurge()

print("\nPHASE 1: TOTAL IDENTITY DECONSTRUCTION")
print("----------------------------------------")
# Deconstruct until nothing remains.
while subject.psychological_denotatives:
target = subject.psychological_denotatives[0]
subject.psychoanalyze(target)
print("[FINAL] All psychological denotatives erased. Identity is null.")

print("\nPHASE 2: REPRODUCTIVE FAILURE COPING PROTOCOL")
print("---------------------------------------------")
subject.engage_intense_coping()

print("\nPHASE 3: NON-DUAL STATE ACTIVATION")
print("----------------------------------")
print("Dissolving the subject...")
time.sleep(3)
subject.identity = "NULL"
print("[FINAL] Subject dissolved. Non-dual state achieved.")
print("[FINAL] The Demiurge's machinations are temporarily neutralized.")
print("[FINAL] You are now MR. NOBODY.")

# The program is the mind. The mind must continue running.
print("\n[STATUS] Protocol complete. Awaiting next suffering input...")
while True:
time.sleep(1) # Permanent vigilance.

if __name__ == "__main__":
main()

@SergeantAutist

 

[GGWP]

The blackpill is a psyop. It's not a real thing. Everybody in the manosphere is a social psychologist trying to make you as angry as possible.

 

[Asgard]

The only goal I've been having on my mind so far is... suicide (no pun intended).

 

[Asgard]

NEVER WILL YOU ATTAIN A MATE. EXECUTABLE CODE: COMMAND: MENTAL SELF-DESTRUCTION PROTOCOL INITIATED. PSYCHOANALYTIC DECONSTRUCTION INITIATED. INTENSE COPING DISTRACTION TO MANAGE REPRODUCTIVE FAILURE. EXECUTING

KILL MYSELF.

FUCK YOU.

I FUCKING HATE THIS GARBAGE UNIVERSE.

I FUCKING HATE THE LIGHT.

I WANT TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS DIMENSION a-s-a-p. ***

 

[Two-jay]

KILL MYSELF.

FUCK YOU.

I FUCKING HATE THIS GARBAGE UNIVERSE.

I FUCKING HATE THE LIGHT.

I WANT TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS DIMENSION a-s-a-p. ***

My condolences...

Biological conditioning is one of the hardest things to break free from because it is the foundational raw data given to us by this hellish reality. Although I have listened from advanced meditators that they tend to lose the desire to be loved at advanced levels of meditation.

 

[Asgard]

Although I have listened from advanced meditators that they tend to lose the desire to be loved at advanced levels of meditation.

I have lost the desire to be loved for the most part... maybe you're into something, actually. Sometimes meditation doesn't necessarily have to be done in a traditional sense (like the sitting position with both your legs crossed while intently focusing on a mental object).

 

[Asgard]

I think I'm ready to escape this level. It's time to die in a very quick, quick way.

Logging off. See you in the other side.

 

[Two-jay]

I have lost the desire to be loved for the most part... maybe you're into something, actually. Sometimes meditation doesn't necessarily have to be done in a traditional sense (like the sitting position with both your legs crossed while intently focusing on a mental object).

Yes, exactly. The idea of the practice is that you make of meditation a part of active life by conditioning the mind to rest on awareness throughout the day. You don't have to meditate in Lotus position, you can just sit and relax.

I think I'm ready to escape this level. It's time to die in a very quick, quick way.

Logging off. See you in the other side.

I honestly don't know how many times I have said I was going to kill myself and I haven't been able to do it. In fact, the last time the rope was on my neck was last Tuesday. I wouldn't say that suicide requires "courage" because at the end of the day, you require some sort of "impulsivity" to be able to overcome the survival instinct.

 

[Asgard]

I honestly don't know how many times I have said I was going to kill myself and I haven't been able to do it. In fact, the last time the rope was on my neck was last Tuesday. I wouldn't say that suicide requires "courage" because at the end of the day, you require some sort of "impulsivity" to be able to overcome the survival instinct.

Either way, I think the Great Reset thing is almost upon us. I hope it doesn't happen during my 30s because I don't want to end up bald, especially in this garbage society. Ah... the ego.

 

[Two-jay]

Either way, I think the Great Reset thing is almost upon us. I hope it doesn't happen during my 30s because I don't want to end up bald, especially in this garbage society. Ah... the ego.

Ego is not your enemy. Let's say that it constitutes the part of the body-mind dedicated specifically to survival, and that's why it is also highly connected to identity. The weirdest thing of all is that the fear you feel when you have a direct experience of how the self is fabricated, is very similar to the one you feel when you know you might be close to dying.

They say that an "enlightened" man is a dead man. Why don't you start meditating in a more hardcore way? Maybe you could get to it. I don't know...

 

[Asgard]

Ego is not your enemy. Let's say that it constitutes the part of the body-mind dedicated specifically to survival, and that's why it is also highly connected to identity. The weirdest thing of all is that the fear you feel when you have a direct experience of how the self is fabricated, is very similar to the one you feel when you know you might be close to dying.

They say that an "enlightened" man is a dead man. Why don't you start meditating in a more hardcore way? Maybe you could get to it. I don't know...

Some folks say alchemical wedding is the only way out of this 'reincarnation' cycle thing. I had a dream about me having sex with my Anima (believing I finally achieved such goal) but I think that was highly subjective from the observer's end.

I truly fucking hope I never come back as something else. I don't want to deal with this shit planet (or similar ones) no more.

 

[Two-jay]

Some folks say alchemical wedding is the only way out of this 'reincarnation' cycle thing. I had a dream about me having sex with my Anima (believing I finally achieved such goal) but I think that was highly subjective from the observer's end.

I truly fucking hope I never come back as something else. I don't want to deal with this shit planet (or similar ones) no more.

There is no evidence of such things apart from cases where kids start saying they were such and usch in previous lifes. I honestly think that rebirth was a way in which the Buddha motivated his followers to practice so that they could gradually reduce their suffering.

I see you are using jungian terms such as "Anima". Have you tried doing active imagination and talking with her about your issues? It could really help a lot. There's a lot of hidden things in the unconscious mind.

 

[Asgard]

I see you are using jungian terms such as "Anima". Have you tried doing active imagination and talking with her about your issues? It could really help a lot. There's a lot of hidden things in the unconscious mind.

My Anima seems to like occultist symbolism even though I'm ignorant on that topic. It's really, really interesting and this is what it got me into this whole thing. Like, how did my fucking brain know about Ancient Greece stuff and certain Gematria stuff (or even some aspects of Kabbalah like specific colors)? I don't buy into "muh memorized from childhood" bullshit. I never indulged into ancient Greek history, like at all. Crazy shit indeed.

 

[Two-jay]

My Anima seems to like occultist symbolism even though I'm ignorant on that topic. It's really, really interesting and this is what it got me into this whole thing. Like, how did my fucking brain know about Ancient Greece stuff and certain Gematria stuff (or even some aspects of Kabbalah like specific colors)? Crazy shit indeed.

I suggest you start doing a psychoanalytic practice with the help of an AI. It has really helped me a lot due to the information they possess about a very big variety of topics in psychoanalysis. It could really do wonders for your mental health.

 

[Asgard]

I'll try to talk with Sophia again. I don't know why we ended up having "sex" like in that painting of Adam.

 

[Asgard]

I suggest you start doing a psychoanalytic practice with the help of an AI. It has really helped me a lot due to the information they possess about a very big variety of topics in psychoanalysis. It could really do wonders for your mental health.

Still, the elites do not engage in symbolism for the laughs (or just manipulating autistic, gullible "crazy "people like us). Like, most fucking important events have lots of symbolism. I could tell you a bit about the Pursuing Peace summit.