Personal Experience Journal about Improving my social skills

[Tabula Rasa]

The guy I was texting on 1/11/2025.
I decided to call him that since I didn’t want to reveal his real name and he has a uterus in the text messages.

I don't get the whole uterus thing

 

[Archibald]

I don't get the whole uterus thing

Me neither.

 

[Archibald]

1/14/2025

Today I will talk about what happened yesterday. I didn’t get to meet uterus bro today since uterus bro and his buddy went to the library for lunch but it’s fine since I could just text him today about his weekend.
At lunch, I was trying to find one of the friends I talk regularly with and I ended up sitting with his friend group. It didn’t last very long since one of them mentioned something I did in the past (black powder in school) and they all went crazy about it.

 

[Archibald]

1/15/2025

Yesterday, I found out one of the new friends I made is a transgender person .
It was the other guy (not uterus bro) who when I first met him looked like a dude. I didn’t realize until uterus bro started using she/her pronouns on xer and the other guy started talking about his family being accepting. Guys, I don’t know what to do, I’ve never had to interact with those kinds of people until now.

 

[Archibald]

1/20/2025

I don't think I'm gonna be eating on the lunchroom floor for much longer :DDD

Since I've befriended Uterus Bro, he's been letting me sit with him at tables: Uterus Bro usually sits with Transgender and me on a table to ourselves ( nobody wants to sit with me or my friends ). On the day this drawing is trying to depict, Transgender wasn't there that day so Uterus bro decided to sit at a table that fortunately had another friend of mine whom I will henceforth call Waffles. Now that I know that Waffles has lunch with me, if I can't find Uterus Bro, I can at least fall back on him.

 

[𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑]

I don't get the whole uterus thing

Intersex - Wikipedia

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Hermaphrodite - Wikipedia

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[Archibald]

1/22/2025

Today was alright.
At lunch, Uterus Bro was talking about what people on a groom 'cord were saying to him: The people on the server were being very disrespectful to him.
I also showed my Hi8 camcorder test footage I shot during the weekend to Transgender, xhe liked it.
Near the end, things got a bit political when Transgender mentioned Trvmp. I couldn’t add anything to the conversation 'cus I’m not invested in politics and think nothing will happen.

Sorry for bad drawing today, I did it on my phone.

Some of my friends takes are a little strange to me but since I’m their friend, I will respect it unless it’s some insane stuff.

 

[Archibald]

1/22/2025

My psychology teacher put out an autism test for extra credit. I’ll take it to help with keeping my good grades. I know what result I’ll get because I’m pretty sure I’m NT. If I don’t get this result, I could be doing something wrong.

Today I’ll have to ask the librarian if I could use the school’s VCRs to dub my tapes to DVD so I can rip them when I get home.
Sorry for inconsistent drawing medium.

Unfortunately I have to do this during lunch meaning I won’t get to see Transgender, Uterus Bro, or Waffles but I still have one friend outside of that who I will now call California. He’s a cool dude who likes to draw and he kind of reminds me of a certain digital circus character.

 

[Archibald]

Update on the extra credit and school VCRs

I could either be one of the 2% with a score equal to or over 32 or I had some errors in judging how much I agree with each statement

. I’m going to assume the latter and retake the test over and over until it gives me an accurate result.

I asked the librarian about using the VCRs to dub to DVD and the librarian told me I could use any of them as long as the teacher who has one I plan to use lets me. That means I’m in the clear and I could bring my DVD-Rs and DVD+Rs to school tomorrow.

 

[Archibald]

1/27/2025

I’m going to assume the latter and retake the test over and over until it gives me an accurate result.

I’m one of the 2% who are outliers cus I’m a special little boy.

Today, I’m going to record regular conversation from people to analyze later, I will update you on how it goes.

 

[Mythicos]

I also recognized Mario when I was getting more photos printed.

Bogos binted?

 

[Archibald]

Bogos binted?

What

 

[Mythicos]

What

Nothing a reference to a popular meme that was trending some years ago

 

[Archibald]

Nothing a reference to a popular meme that was trending some years ago

I thought you’d respond with an alien emoji since the guy saying "What" was part of the meme.

 

[Mythicos]

I thought you’d respond with an alien emoji since the guy saying "What" was part of the meme.

Ohh yeah

 

[Myst]

I usually sit alone on the floor at lunch if that tells you anything.
All of my friends are considered weirdos or nerds.
I’m getting pretty good grades.
Not the best but definitely bearable because I get to talk about all my interests with my friends.

I was the exact same in high school except for the good grades (somewhat), I was going through a severe mental health crisis between my sophomore and junior years.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

I was the exact same in high school except for the good grades (somewhat), I was going through a severe mental health crisis between my sophomore and junior years.

Same

 

[Archibald]

5/17/2025

What the flip are my lunchroom friends doing?!
Truly some personalities I don’t get from any other friend I’ve ever had.

Yesterday when I arrived at lunch, the guy with headphones who I will now call AP’s Won’t Notice Me Person was high off of what the people at the table called marijuana. He acted unusually happy, stumbled out of his chair to get water, and said he sees the buildings dance.
This one guy at the table tried to get me to go on to these websites called e621.net and rule34.xxx but my phone didn’t allow it. The others freaked out because they said it was porn. Probably won’t check out those sites later.
The group also told me what a Futa was which was really weird.

I need some more laid back pals like my one buddy who does art which I will now call Mr. California, the lunch friends are so crazy.

 

[Archibald]

I haven’t posted on here for a while now so I’m going to try to update you on everything that happened in bullet points.

• I punched a femboy, bruising his ear (despite my scrawny physique due to a lack of exercise)
• Stopped stalking people IRL
• I continued working on my personal projects (animations, photography, videography, that kind of stuff)
• I went abroad to Japan to see an aunt (informal). She gave me some clothes.
• Went to the Philippines to plant rice in my mother’s childhood home (farm). Very humbling experience.
• Learned to drive a tractor, motorcycle, and car with manual transmission.
• Got a new lunch friend group that isn’t crazy
• Joined a D&D club (it’s cooler than it sounds, trust me (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)）
  

 

[LaserGunPewPew]

This thread is all kinds of based, sir. That's what the white pill is about: improving one's self.

Also, the soy character on page 1 of this thread reminds me of @aryanmikmaq .

 

[Queen Belle]

 

[Archibald]

I feel that heavy. As a gen Z male, I’ve been described as pretty spineless. I sometimes stay away from a situation for days because I’m afraid of what would happen or what people would think of me.

 

[Asgard]

Transgender

Is Transgender single by any chance? Asking for a friend of mine...

 

[Archibald]

Is Transgender single by any chance? Asking for a friend of mine...

No, transgender has a girlfriend. I’m very sorry for your friend (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`).

 

[Archibald]

I'm archiving my Social skills diary journal since tabula might shut this place down. This was my only place to talk about doing this so I don't have this kind of stuff saved elsewhere. Nice knowing some of you guys