Venting Lost to lust. Looked at gay porn again

[Postman]

Definitely sure I'd never act on it irl

Should really be saying this at confession but they don't let you go until you're Christmated

3 times over past 24 hours

Strange because I'm like a cuck. I like watching guy with my proportions get folded like a pretzel but when I did sex work I felt debased

Very wavering, this time tommorow I might be grossed out by the same things I'm drawn to now

 

[Deleted member 52]

Did not want that mental image in my head bro lmao

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Hope Tabula doesn’t take this down.

They say porn gives that same level of dopamine and stimulating feel you get from drugs (saw this in that one edit with the killer bean in the background)

Just block it off your router tbh and yeah probably don’t act on it. Not cause me personally im against it but i will say this the std risks are higher

why

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Cause of yk the rules.

Personally i dont think he’s broken them he hasn’t posted lgbt content he’s trying to better himself and hes a struggling being of course

yeah he hasn't