Masturbation is my only hope Christ almighty what do I do now

[Naofumi]

I will never succeed. I will have to do it. I will make master baiting my salvation. Jesus christ my lord what shall I do now.

 

[Naofumi]

 

[burn]

 

[Naofumi]

It feels like the end has come, I cannot fight this foe it's too much for me.

 

[Naofumi]

I don't know what to do anymore how can i spray my doors and fix the ceiling and fix the floorboards and the washroom this feels bad. Even if I accept the shoddy touch up job on the other door this seems a bit much.

 

[Naofumi]

FUCK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH yikers why is my life endless misery

 

[Naofumi]

if you really knew me, you'd know this that I have great tremendous anxiety regarding contractors coming in and fixing stuff. I also feel my time is running out and I can't waste it on this stuff.

 

[Amor Fati]

if you really knew me, you'd know this that I have great tremendous anxiety regarding contractors coming in and fixing stuff. I also feel my time is running out and I can't waste it on this stuff.

Why is your time running out?

 

[Naofumi]

Why is your time running out?

My time to recover my career, I need to spend every second self learning and shit still even though my life is relatively doomed. I feel that I have to make something out of myself or else I'll be punished for it later on. It's something that's been with me for my whole life pretty much. I dunno how much I gotta learn but I'm still trying to ascend.

 

[Amor Fati]

My time to recover my career, I need to spend every second self learning and shit still even though my life is relatively doomed. I feel that I have to make something out of myself or else I'll be punished for it later on. It's something that's been with me for my whole life pretty much. I dunno how much I gotta learn but I'm still trying to ascend.

Good luck