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<blockquote data-quote="6ft4" data-source="post: 75427" data-attributes="member: 357">I notice that when I achieve some degree of success in life or move somewhere that provides novelty excitement, I can get better social results (defined as getting slays since I will never have a proper male social circle) from feeling like I&#039;m in an elevated state but it evaporates extremely quicklyExamples would be: when my crypto portfolio hit a new all time high, I went on my first night out in months and couldn&#039;t take a rejection the slightest bit seriously, ended up getting a slayI got back on roids for the first time in years and gained 7kg quickly and felt a lot more imposing and got a slay on my first night out I moved country recently and on my first night out I slayed the first girl I approached, I went out 2 weeks later (last night) and while I got a number and a few girls who tolerated my approaches I feel like I was getting regular rejections as if my elevated state from the novelty of moving had already died down in the space of 2 weeks. I would have to assume I am extremely low dopamine naturally as feeling a sense of reward from socializing that is triggered with drugs is extremely hard for me.Whenever I get a decent slay I feel like I&#039;m in an elevated social state the following day and feel far more NTWhen I have gone a few weeks without achieving anything new to spike my feel good senses, I return to square 1 as a social failure who is unwanted by most people I attempt to interact with</blockquote>

[QUOTE="6ft4, post: 75427, member: 357"] I notice that when I achieve some degree of success in life or move somewhere that provides novelty excitement, I can get better social results (defined as getting slays since I will never have a proper male social circle) from feeling like I'm in an elevated state but it evaporates extremely quickly Examples would be: when my crypto portfolio hit a new all time high, I went on my first night out in months and couldn't take a rejection the slightest bit seriously, ended up getting a slay I got back on roids for the first time in years and gained 7kg quickly and felt a lot more imposing and got a slay on my first night out I moved country recently and on my first night out I slayed the first girl I approached, I went out 2 weeks later (last night) and while I got a number and a few girls who tolerated my approaches I feel like I was getting regular rejections as if my elevated state from the novelty of moving had already died down in the space of 2 weeks. I would have to assume I am extremely low dopamine naturally as feeling a sense of reward from socializing that is triggered with drugs is extremely hard for me. Whenever I get a decent slay I feel like I'm in an elevated social state the following day and feel far more NT When I have gone a few weeks without achieving anything new to spike my feel good senses, I return to square 1 as a social failure who is unwanted by most people I attempt to interact with [/QUOTE]

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