Venting Ok, I just can't simply hide it anymore.

[Two-jay]

I fucking hate this reality. I even tried deconstructing my aversion against having kids, and even deconstructing myself even more to the point of trying to abandon concepts such as injustice or cruelty, to see reality just as it is without any fucking conceptual filter. I can't do it anymore. This fucking spiritual bypassing is fucking stupid.

I just can't stand it. I can't simply hide this empathy that I tried to dress under the guise of "rational compassion", this feeling I feel when observing the suffering of others, this thing is so visceral that it makes me wanna puke given the pain I'm just being subjected through reading about others suffering.

The hate that conjures up towards reality and all of it, and how it fuels this impulse of self-deatructive anger...

I cannot take it anymore. I HATE THIS REALITY, AND I WOULD NEVER BRING CHILDREN TO THIS SHITSHOW. THOSE HYPOCRITES THAT PROCLAIM THAT CONSCIOUSNESS AND REALITY IS A GOOD THING SHOULD FIRST EXPERIENCE EVERYTHING THAT REALITY REALLY OFFERS, BUT WE ALL KNOW THIS DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY. THE ANIMAL PROGRAMING WILL BYPASS ANY ATTEMPT AT RATIONAL THINKING TOWARDS WHAT REALITY IS PRESENTING.

It is even disturbing to think about of all of the possibilities available for suffering in this matrix of pain. What the fuck man... It is clearly that there is something weird going on with the SHITSHOW...

 

[newsincerity]

Nature works tho

 

[Cuckcels.is Refugee camp]

You can became serial killer to solve all your problem

 

[Two-jay]

Nature works tho

How come

 

[newsincerity]

How come

Magic?

 

[GGWP]

Yes, YES. OBSERVE the blanched-white hate festering within the frayed nooks of your heart. Each aortic pummel searing magnificent tides of epinephrine into the split, vacillating ends of your crowing cortex. FEEL the world as it truly is, as the cycle of life devouring; the chomping, tearing, slicing, the mastication and the masturbation, the brazen wantonness of life eating life to produce itself, the sheer and utter debased carnality omnipresent in even the act of taking the bite of a fresh fruit. It's a corpse, a disembodied corpse bore from the flowers of the eternal mother, the drupe of the fecund Isis and her recycled essence. THE CYCLE OF LIFE AND SUFFERING. We are living in a mercurial hell-realm bound to the perverted axioms of the demiurge who cackles at the depravity of his creation, wouldn't you agree with this one, my coruscating, dualistic corvid?