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This event ending has made me realise something that i have failed to realise this whole event. I could simply get to 341 posts and secure the badge alongside the name color. That would mean surpassing and backstabbing
@Mathiverse who is asleep and with 340 posts. He deserves it not me. Why would i as a terrible man deserve this badge and name color?
Mathiverse is the one who deserves it, not me. He spent every single damn day from day 1 making sure that hes first on the leaderboard, he is still first at the time of writing this.
Theres this kind of sand mandala that tibetan monks make, it takes hours maybe even hundreds of hours.
But then, they simply destroy it. Wipe all the sand grains off the table. This is what the art of letting go is about.
As a christian, if i even deserve to call myself that after how much sin i have commited, this is a similar scenario to going after money or fame or lust instead of going after living a good life in God's image.
I still could get that badge, for what?
What the fuck does a badge mean compared to mathiverse remembering me as a good man?
This is what real strength is. This is where i am proud of myself for the first time in ages. Thanks for letting me do this mathiverse.
Love you, majestic
@Mathiverse who is asleep and with 340 posts. He deserves it not me. Why would i as a terrible man deserve this badge and name color? Mathiverse is the one who deserves it, not me. He spent every single damn day from day 1 making sure that hes first on the leaderboard, he is still first at the time of writing this.
Theres this kind of sand mandala that tibetan monks make, it takes hours maybe even hundreds of hours.
But then, they simply destroy it. Wipe all the sand grains off the table. This is what the art of letting go is about.
As a christian, if i even deserve to call myself that after how much sin i have commited, this is a similar scenario to going after money or fame or lust instead of going after living a good life in God's image.
I still could get that badge, for what?
What the fuck does a badge mean compared to mathiverse remembering me as a good man?
This is what real strength is. This is where i am proud of myself for the first time in ages. Thanks for letting me do this mathiverse.
Love you, majestic
