The brutality of life

[Abhorrence]

At 17-19 I would daydream about somehow becoming gigarich, living in luxury not giving a fuck about anything
At 19-21 I was just thinking about how to go on with my day and alternative copes
I would have to use substances then daydream about the same cope scenarios since my experience in life made it obvious nothing good was coming for me, I needed something to give me that optimism back

Now I daydream about being stabbed to death by a crackhead

 

[Enju]

I lost any ambitions that I had during high school. I'll never have a family, pursue education, will never be financially free. I'm fated to either rot in my room, or work some shitty minimum wage job. Hard to gain motivation when you're bottom of the barrel in soyciety and life

 

[Schwarzwald]

At 17-19 I would daydream about somehow becoming gigarich, living in luxury not giving a fuck about anything
At 19-21 I was just thinking about how to go on with my day and alternative copes
I would have to use substances then daydream about the same cope scenarios since my experience in life made it obvious nothing good was coming for me, I needed something to give me that optimism back

Now I daydream about being stabbed to death by a crackhead

That's a strange arc to be sure. Are there a lot of crack heads in your area?

I lost any ambitions that I had during high school. I'll never have a family, pursue education, will never be financially free. I'm fated to either rot in my room, or work some shitty minimum wage job. Hard to gain motivation when you're bottom of the barrel in soyciety and life

But why?

 

[Abhorrence]

That's a strange arc to be sure. Are there a lot of crack heads in your area?

But why?

Crackheads are everywhere
Its a sad world of people trying to escape reality

 

[Schwarzwald]

Crackheads are everywhere
Its a sad world of people trying to escape reality

Get strapped? Or that's not your style?

 

[Abhorrence]

Get strapped? Or that's not your style?

They arent really a threat most of the times
The reason I daydream about being stabbed isnt about being in constant danger, its about me being frustrated with life

 

[Schwarzwald]

I see. Sorry you have to deal with that.

 

[Abhorrence]

I see. Sorry you have to deal with that.

I guess the problem with zoomers is they became too comfortable since they were spoon fed everything and grew up with the internet

I think it would be healthier if I admitted most of my problems are in my head

 

[Abhorrence]

I guess the problem with zoomers is they became too comfortable since they were spoon fed everything and grew up with the internet

I think it would be healthier if I admitted most of my problems are in my head

I live a pretty sheltered comfortable life so overtime I retreated into my shell and stopped doing anything meaningful

You need some degree of privilege to become depressed

 

[Schwarzwald]

I guess the problem with zoomers is they became too comfortable since they were spoon fed everything and grew up with the internet

I think it would be healthier if I admitted most of my problems are in my head

Well wait, naturally a lot of our issues are us self sabotaging or in our heads but that's not the end of it all.

America has become a 3rd world country where the older boomer generation is actively self sabotaging the country it self. It's good you can admit something are in your head, but the reality does seem a little more glib.

But you seem to have the strength to do the hard part which is admitting that you as the person in your life have the most impact on how it turns out.

Stay strong, not everyday will be a storm.

 

[Schwarzwald]

I live a pretty sheltered comfortable life so overtime I retreated into my shell and stopped doing anything meaningful

You need some degree of privilege to become depressed

That is a funny little truth isn't it. Depression is for the upper class lol...

 

[Schwarzwald]

Personally I can't take a shit without a ton of kittens running into my boxers...