The Great SergeantAutist is Done. I'm leaving this site including whole internet for my rest of life and rest of days...

[SergeantAutist]

I'm done.​

Every interaction here costs something For Me (e.g., @Memento Mori @Hobbit @lunin7 @Giant Wyrm A @Abhorrence etc I can't remember because of over weed consumptions but Specially @The Patriarchy @Mongoloidjoe @Myst @tabula Rasa @Kevin_Logan @Sovereign etc) .


Attention feels like smaller and smaller pieces until you're just processing stimuli, not actually thinking. The signal to noise ratio has inverted so completely that I'm spending more energy filtering than engaging. My brain keeps trying to find the pattern, the meaning, the connection but it's starting to realize there isn't one.
I've noticed my internal monologue has started to sound like these posts specially @The Patriarchy and MRZ. That's the problem, isn't it? Because I know @The Patriarchy is a notorious pedo.
The architecture of this space rewires how you process information.

The social contract here has deteriorated into everyone shouting their interior landscape at each other while pretending it's discoursee.
We're not exchanging ideas. We're just taking turns being noise in each other's feeds. And I'm complicit.

I've been part of the machine that turns genuine human complexity into content units.

I don't have nostalgia for what this was or hope for what it could become.
I'm just tired. Tired of the ambient anxiety. Tired of the weird parasocial relationships with @tabula rasa that feel like connection but leave you emptier than solitude does.

So I'm extracting myself from the network. Actually Iam leaving internet because I have few days to live.

This is my 2nd last post.

That's all. I'm out.


goodbye @Registered

~~ Sergeant A. (Imran Zhaekov)

 

[SergeantAutist]

This is the greatest site

 

[Waco]

I thought I was gonna be tagged as one of the troublemakers.

 

[MelaninWarlord]

Farewell comrade

 

[UglyBastard]

Farewell and see you tomorrow