Discussion University coming up

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I go back to university in a little less than 2 weeks and I'm not prepared in the slightest, I've been failing and my parents are putting immense pressure on me for my grades. The fact that I'm at my lowest spiritually, emotionally and physically doesn't help at all, I have no ambition, will, or discipline and I'm afraid to fail my parents and everyone else again like I always do.

 

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I'm constantly in pain, my heart is always heavy and I fantasize about killing myself because I feel like it'd solve everything when I know, in reality, it won't fix anything at all.

 

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I'm constantly in pain, my heart is always heavy and I fantasize about killing myself because I feel like it'd solve everything when I know, in reality, it won't fix anything at all.

This is how I feel everyday on average:

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