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I doubt I can ever become truly happy, I always found a way to make myself unhappy usually by becoming obsessed with something that bothers me. Another thing is I don't feel like I accomplished anything gave something my all, for a long time I have been listening to music and daydreaming about how things ideally would be
It's hard for me to organize my thoughts, I think I should keep myself busy with something instead of being in my head all the time, that could give me some peace at least if not happiness
I don't think money or a girlfriend would make me happy, I feel like there is something deep inside that bothers me maybe it's because I became too used to suppressing my emotions or something, I feel empty most of the time but sometimes emotions come flooding in and I lose my mind
I have the NPC incel personality type, closed off to the external world constantly either fighting battles in my head or daydreaming my life until now was just endless escapism, I heavily regret how I lived my life so far but also I refuse to change for some reason
what is this called, learned hopelessness?
It's hard for me to organize my thoughts, I think I should keep myself busy with something instead of being in my head all the time, that could give me some peace at least if not happiness
I don't think money or a girlfriend would make me happy, I feel like there is something deep inside that bothers me maybe it's because I became too used to suppressing my emotions or something, I feel empty most of the time but sometimes emotions come flooding in and I lose my mind
I have the NPC incel personality type, closed off to the external world constantly either fighting battles in my head or daydreaming my life until now was just endless escapism, I heavily regret how I lived my life so far but also I refuse to change for some reason
what is this called, learned hopelessness?