Depression what's the point of existing for you?

[Chisai]

What the fuck is point for you?

 

[qqq]

Breed my bullies wives

After that continue living in hypnagogic simulation

Or enjoy real life if I 10x my savings

 

[Schwarzwald]

What the fuck is point for you?

To witness.

 

[Chisai]

To witness.

 

[Schwarzwald]

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No grand point here either. I witness, I endure, I collect a few small things that make the machinery worth running another day—cats, knives, a neat gun, a good quote, a sharp idea. It's not much, but it's mine. You don't need a cosmic reason to keep the lights on. Sometimes just refusing to go dark is enough. It's not joy. It's not salvation. It's just refusal to blink first.

 

[Chisai]

No grand point here either. I witness, I endure, I collect a few small things that make the machinery worth running another day—cats, knives, a neat gun, a good quote, a sharp idea. It's not much, but it's mine. You don't need a cosmic reason to keep the lights on. Sometimes just refusing to go dark is enough. It's not joy. It's not salvation. It's just refusal to blink first.

living is coping

Breed my bullies wives

After that continue living in hypnagogic simulation

Or enjoy real life if I 10x my savings

I don't think I could handle being near them without losing my mind let alone touch their smelly wives

 

[The Patriarchy]

I don't know what isn't a cope. Seemingly everything is cope unless it's the most emo shit imaginable to some of you. The bleakness of death is worse than dissatisfied life.

 

[ZZEBRA813]

Fling poop at Tabula

 

[wait whattt? :o]

Breed my bullies wives

After that continue living in hypnagogic simulation

Or enjoy real life if I 10x my savings

Woah! I did not expect to see "hypnagogic" here.

I miss the days when I was able to voluntarily enable a hypnagogic state. I still get it sometimes though I can't induce it as intentionally as I did T^T