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It’s like a curse, they like me but then they start realizing I’m autistic and they don’t wanna be around after the fact, it’s torture ngl
I get how some dudes don’t get an ounce of attention at all from the opposite sex, which I feel sorry for, but it’s worse to have it literally teased in your face and giving you false hope
Ngl I have a reason to go ER, I don’t think I can have a normal life seriously, I don’t understand how bluepillers and gang members can have a family or have a normal life and just snap and ruin it, all these people killing their loved ones and not taking advantage of nt is pretty stupid,
And I thought this one girl liked me because she was staring at me she didn’t fucking like me she was just staring at me because she was disgusted by my appearance that’s why I went on my phone everytime, and one time her bully ex who she’s probably smashing right now (oh man I should kill them both) he flicked my nipples on the bus and she laughed, I feel so pathetic looking back
Fuck man this is a wicked curse to have and I fuck things up just by my first impression,
this is the trueee reason why I don’t talk to people it’s not because oh they’re bluepillers who don’t understand the blackpill it’s because I’m an autistic sperg
I get how some dudes don’t get an ounce of attention at all from the opposite sex, which I feel sorry for, but it’s worse to have it literally teased in your face and giving you false hope
Ngl I have a reason to go ER, I don’t think I can have a normal life seriously, I don’t understand how bluepillers and gang members can have a family or have a normal life and just snap and ruin it, all these people killing their loved ones and not taking advantage of nt is pretty stupid,
And I thought this one girl liked me because she was staring at me she didn’t fucking like me she was just staring at me because she was disgusted by my appearance that’s why I went on my phone everytime, and one time her bully ex who she’s probably smashing right now (oh man I should kill them both) he flicked my nipples on the bus and she laughed, I feel so pathetic looking back
Fuck man this is a wicked curse to have and I fuck things up just by my first impression,
this is the trueee reason why I don’t talk to people it’s not because oh they’re bluepillers who don’t understand the blackpill it’s because I’m an autistic sperg
