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I mean, I simply spotted what horrifies me, mostly because is projection.
In the life of logan todd there is a part of me that transmits a sense of existential horror.
The reason is simple, I was born in a TV watcher family and it filled me with frustration, resentment, sadness, hopelessness. Later, I tried my very best to imrove, failing time and time again, and I did drugs, and I was desperate.
When I watch logan, or guys like him, see all my past and what I tried so desperately to overcome, and he instead represents the total sum of my suffering.
6 suicides in my circle of friends, and my rationalization is logan caused it. I mean not him, "people like him". Eceleb worshipers, people who watch TV, they caused my problems in life.
I mean its all projection, the smartass pieces of shit here can always say "youre like him", which is true. Its 100% true, I suffered all of that because I was born in a low status dead branch of a shit tier family, and so I know all about these tv watcher eceleb worshipers because is me, and obviously I know it so deeply and personally.
In any case, this is typical. Its called trauma based association. You hate what you know, and you know yourself. I gotta admit it. Because it doesnt makes my points less true. It doesnt destroys my case, it makes it stronger instead. If I was detached like a monk, like one of these dumbass knuckledraggers who do ego death, my criticism would have no weight whatsoever. It would be false or dissipated into some mind bending cope that doesnt mean shit.
Instead since Im human and I got an ego, and I want to surpass these chuddoomer freaks, my criticism means something and is true.
In the life of logan todd there is a part of me that transmits a sense of existential horror.
The reason is simple, I was born in a TV watcher family and it filled me with frustration, resentment, sadness, hopelessness. Later, I tried my very best to imrove, failing time and time again, and I did drugs, and I was desperate.
When I watch logan, or guys like him, see all my past and what I tried so desperately to overcome, and he instead represents the total sum of my suffering.
6 suicides in my circle of friends, and my rationalization is logan caused it. I mean not him, "people like him". Eceleb worshipers, people who watch TV, they caused my problems in life.
I mean its all projection, the smartass pieces of shit here can always say "youre like him", which is true. Its 100% true, I suffered all of that because I was born in a low status dead branch of a shit tier family, and so I know all about these tv watcher eceleb worshipers because is me, and obviously I know it so deeply and personally.
In any case, this is typical. Its called trauma based association. You hate what you know, and you know yourself. I gotta admit it. Because it doesnt makes my points less true. It doesnt destroys my case, it makes it stronger instead. If I was detached like a monk, like one of these dumbass knuckledraggers who do ego death, my criticism would have no weight whatsoever. It would be false or dissipated into some mind bending cope that doesnt mean shit.
Instead since Im human and I got an ego, and I want to surpass these chuddoomer freaks, my criticism means something and is true.
