Hiding my indifference to people has become impossible

[Lepidus]

Schizoid is becoming unbearable. I don't know how people talk to anyone, it's legitimately painful for me to do so in my fading oldcel years.

 

[Memento Mori]

I just don't relate or find much in common with them. I was always an eccentric personality, even in childhood.

 

[burn]

This is the non nt curse

 

[Deleted member 136]

You are stuck in a loop.

 

[vermeulean]

everything seems to reduce to the same vaguely intoned thought, "why does it matter?" even scrutiny can't save you here. you become inebriated to the initial shock of that revelation later, and all conversations begin to seem equally as dull in comparison

 

[✿°♥｡✰𝒿𝔞𝕪𝒿𝔞𝕪✰｡♥°✿]

Schizoid is becoming unbearable. I don't know how people talk to anyone, it's legitimately painful for me to do so in my fading oldcel years.

Do not want to offend you, but maybe learning to deal with your illness could be the next step to reaching and feeling more happy than any person you have ever met.

It was when I decided to not run away from my schizophrenia, when I accepted the pain of possibly becoming a full schizophrenic that I started to be able to dominate it.

Do not run away from your problems, just realize that you have to do nothing. Just become the observer, detach yourself from the illness, and you will be able to dominate it.

Don't do anything, just observe and listen. No judgement, no attachment.