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Am excited for college because I feel that people will be mote mature and like adults and minding their own business.
Tbh I don't care to much about going to parties and NTmasking, but I do want to feel more like I'm treated like a normal person and not like a mentally disabled loner that will shoot up the place.
Even then my HS has autistic guys but even there I don't feel like I can fit in because they have reddit humor. I'm just to niche of a guy. I also grew up pretty non social so I'm fine with that and prefer it that way.
Even before i started uni i knew that it was gonna be shit, the cope "no one in uni has friends like in hs, everyone makes new friends " its a big lie, at my uni all nigs have their old hs friends, pretty much everyone knew one another, i knew i was gonna be alone and i was right i am alone, ffs at least in hs i had fake friends in uni i have nothing sitting like a ghost for hours, trust me if ur a non nt with no social status uni will be the same crap, if ur lucky enough to see some girl all alone or some more non nt weird guys u could be friends with them
This happened to me, I hardly had anyone- was always alone. I remember once when I was in elementary school we were on a 3 week trip in the woods, there was an event we were doing you held the other persons hand and skipped up and down with them, I had no one and an adult was my partner in skipping down the lane.
An adult skipping in because non of the kids wanted to be your partner I'd extremely relatable. I sometimes wonder how it would feel to have someone genuinely want to do something with me.
I'm honestly comfortable with being alone, however sometimes I do wanna be treated like a normal person.
