Depression I hate how i am wasting my chances cuz im severely depressed

[Mentally Lost Cel]

One month ago I met with this hot young girl , she invited me somewhere but I didnt go cuz I was a pussy coward , I said I dont know what to talk with you and didnt go

Now she's fucking another guy

And random girls are hitting up on me where I live but I am like oh ok by

I just.... cant do this shit.... i dont want to l..... i think i have some avoiadnt and schizoid personality disorder

I hate how I am a chadlite htn or mtn but im just fucking boring and severely depressed all the time, and im wasting myself , whatever this is who I am ,that's me .... its me


Man if I had the right personality I would be insane

 

[Mentally Lost Cel]

I also hate how people think im gay cuz I am good looking and had like zero gfs and still a virgin


Im so fucking pissed at this shit

 

[Mentally Lost Cel]

@Magonia. @TenzenT

 

[Mentally Lost Cel]

 

[Apollo]

same thing happened to over and over since 12y, lost my first kiss at 9 with a aunt, could get laid at 12-13y with a girl that asked to date me after kissing, i refused, trauma at 8y and porn addiction in early age.

I also hate how people think im gay cuz I am good looking and had like zero gfs and still a virgin


Im so fucking pissed at this shit

 

[Mentally Lost Cel]

same thing happened to over and over since 12y, lost my first kiss at 9 with a aunt, could get laid at 12-13y with a girl that asked to date me after kissing, i refused, trauma at 8y and porn addiction in early age.

Same , ostracized and bullied by uglier normies ruined me , and my dysfunctional family fucked me up badly , I had my first kiss at 10 with 2 girls

 

[Xuelian Baijie]

One month ago I met with this hot young girl , she invited me somewhere but I didnt go cuz I was a pussy coward , I said I dont know what to talk with you and didnt go

Now she's fucking another guy

And random girls are hitting up on me where I live but I am like oh ok by

I just.... cant do this shit.... i dont want to l..... i think i have some avoiadnt and schizoid personality disorder

I hate how I am a chadlite htn or mtn but im just fucking boring and severely depressed all the time, and im wasting myself , whatever this is who I am ,that's me .... its me


Man if I had the right personality I would be insane

most girls are always fucking another guy. foids are like monkeys swinging from one dude to the next. dont let it bother you too much that shes with another dude. she will come to you,

 

[Mentally Lost Cel]

most girls are always fucking another guy. foids are like monkeys swinging from one dude to the next. dont let it bother you too much that shes with another dude. she will come to you,

Yeah I know I'll fuck her eventually but still it hurts, I hate that I am so different ? Than other people or the guy mainstream media drops down our throats....