Positivity You are infinite and undescribable.

[JayJay]

No matter what you believe, you are all infinite and undescribable.

With love,

Jayjay



@Sovereign @GGWP @newsincerity D @Foidkiller @user @Apollo

 

[Deleted member 432]

Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate.

 

[somethingtobelievein]

If I'm infinite, then I can describe myself, so I'm not indescribable. Checkmate athiest.

 

[Asgard]

You can't describe the psychological and physical pain I have to involuntarily endure through these days. Hopefully this machine stops ceasing operations soon.

 

[JayJay]

You can't describe the psychological and physical pain I have to involuntarily endure through these days. Hopefully this machine stops ceasing operations soon.

Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate.

This was triggered during a deconstruction of the self. I'm back to normal, which means, I'm back to feeling like shit, but these states of mind are very interesting in themselves.

The only thing I got out of that experience was this:

Yeah, I'm back suffering, which means there's still psychological work to do.

 

[Asgard]

which means there's still psychological work to do.

Just keep coping more theory.

 

[JayJay]

Just keep coping more theory.

YOU WILL NOT BE HAPPY! YOU HAVE TO SUFFER JUST AS I AM!

HAPPINESS PROHIBITED!!!!

DANGER! HAPPINESS AND LIFE SATISFACTION AHEAD! DON'T!

 

[Asgard]

DANGER! HAPPINESS AND LIFE SATISFACTION AHEAD! DON'T!

Just mess with your central nervous system theory.

 

[JayJay]

Just mess with your central nervous system theory.

It has really been worth it. It is all you all motherfuckers that don't believe it.

Just ask @GGWP, if you are Asperger, you have high neuroplasticity, now combine this with meditation to generate even more neuroplasticity and there you have a more happy, highly satisfied, less neurotic man, ready to approach life.

YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS!

 

[JayJay]

If I'm infinite, then I can describe myself, so I'm not indescribable. Checkmate athiest.

Yes. Every attempt to define what you are I think really falls short. Who knows? I am not there yet.

They say to "kill the Buddha", that is, one ought to kill every idea about what enlightenment is. Thus it is not about "unconditional love", "permanent bliss", "absolute detachment", etc. These are just ideas, thus maybe it could simply be the most simplest thing of all. Sometimes that has always been there.

 

[JayJay]

Just keep coping more theory.

I don't agree. There is really a lot to explore about the mind. The more you investigate your life the more you realize that identity is a very nuanced thing. Many things that you take yourself to be, or to think that are yours, are not really, but things that are conditioned by thousands of causes that converge on you. Many things are done without the interfering of an "I". For example, "flow states" just simply happen, the body and mind just do what they do. Thus it opens the doors to realizing by direct experience the illusion of free will, which in turn allows for compassion and detachment!

I think spirituality is about turning inward and investigating about your subjective phenomenological experience. It is really worth it. Deconstructing identity is a process that sometimes can be magical, to realize that this "I" that I take myself to be is not the thing I think.

I would really like one day to realize something more profound like mystical states of consciousness and share my experiences here, but on and all, this is everything I got to share.