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Most people in life and some on here are correctly waking up to the fact that the world is a mess and the people in charge aren't on our side. But there’s a massive trap waiting for you once you realize that.
We get addicted to connecting dots and finding more "complex" reasons for why things suck. It becomes a dopamine hit. We build these 4D puzzles in our heads, spreadsheets for jaws(maxxing of any kind), stats for "slaying," or deep state lore just to feel like we have a handle on the chaos.
The Incoherent Soul, Nietzsche called this "disintegration." Because we weren't raised with a "center" (strong faith, family, or duty), we have a thousand conflicting theories screaming in our heads. We are a "war" within ourselves.
Psychic Insomnia, this is the worst part. You become spiritually impotent. You're so addicted to the "new theory" or the next "rabbit hole" that you can't actually rest and you can't actually act. You just spin your wheels until you're exhausted.
There are only three ways this ends;
You give up entirely and check out and become the sleeper. You keep doomscrolling and theorizing until you have a mental breakdown, looking for a "revelation" that never comes, this is the restless. You take all that chaos, stop looking for new explanations, and harness your energy around a central will, this is the conqueror. Both Nietzsche and Evola both wrote about this and I suggested, ride the tiger as reading for people wanting to take that route.
Stop trying to solve the "matrix" with more theories. The only way to win is to stop the war inside yourself and start building something real in the physical world. Be the "Player One" who actually has a center. I feel like I go on and on about this on the forum for people to that the reigns of there life and reality; I apologize about that but when I look sometimes I feel compelled to remind you like a big brother who cares about you.