Negativity Emptiness

[Aethus]

Even if i always was surrounded by friends closer or more distant i always felt lonely
It's like their brain chemistry is different than mine and they all perceive world in way i can't

 

[cosmicx16]

It's like their brain chemistry is different than mine

It is

they all perceive world in way i can't

They are different, but not superior to you, if you can think that way then you won't be stuck here

 

[cosmicx16]

It is cope but cope is all you can do, ur young anyway

 

[wait whattt? :o]

It is

They are different, but not superior to you, if you can think that way then you won't be stuck here

Something well-natured and true that came out of you for once since I got here, how ironic

 

[Aethus]

They are different, but not superior to you, if you can think that way then you won't be stuck here

I don't know all i see is some degenerated schizo who was snorting mephedrone at age 15, now taking steroids at 17 and has experience with witchcraft. i just hate how there always is contrast between me and the others. i will always be an misfit. but people put on masks anyway and try to make themselves look better so fuck them
i wonder is it result of being fatherless or having undiagnosed disorder

 

[wait whattt? :o]

I don't know all i see is some degenerated schizo who was snorting mephedrone at age 15, now taking steroids at 17 and has experience with witchcraft. i just hate how there always is contrast between me and the others. i will always be an misfit. but people put on masks anyway and try to make themselves look better so fuck them
i wonder is it result of being fatherless or having undiagnosed disorder

Probably both.

Don't concern yourself with others too much, honestly. We are all fucked, and we aren't that much better than you are. It's lonely out there, but what can you do? You can try to learn to keep yourself company at most :/

 

[Schwarzwald]

I don't know all i see is some degenerated schizo who was snorting mephedrone at age 15, now taking steroids at 17 and has experience with witchcraft. i just hate how there always is contrast between me and the others. i will always be an misfit. but people put on masks anyway and try to make themselves look better so fuck them
i wonder is it result of being fatherless or having undiagnosed disorder

You should embrace the otherness that is you, the unique light you shine.