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They are different, but not superior to you, if you can think that way then you won't be stuck here
Something well-natured and true that came out of you for once since I got here, how ironic
I don't know all i see is some degenerated schizo who was snorting mephedrone at age 15, now taking steroids at 17 and has experience with witchcraft. i just hate how there always is contrast between me and the others. i will always be an misfit. but people put on masks anyway and try to make themselves look better so fuck them
Probably both.
You should embrace the otherness that is you, the unique light you shine.
I'm thinking of going to therapy, maybe there's still a chance to partially rebuild my brain
Therapy is pretty hit or miss tbh, it's mostly designed to bs you. You're better off talking to someone you trust irl about your problems
some people are cognitively fucked no matter what. but a therapist can help pinpoint your problems, not really a solution but it could help show you what’s going on with you specifically giving you a clearer map of where you stand. ideally having a partner or someone that accepts your flaws and loves you for who you are can help you tremendously
I'm thinking of specific therapies rather than talking to someone, reprogramming me and teaching social skills. For example somatic therapy, which could teach my nervous system to stay on during stress, because what happens to me is that every time i experience extreme stress my emotions shut down and go into dissociation, i sound like robot during conflicts
Do you have social anxiety?
What particular troubles do you have with socializing?
- shutting down emotionally under stress, creating conflicts instead of diplomatically explaining situation
I guess you should think about your goals in regards to socializing. Is it something casual that's more surface-level or are you trying to build life-long friendships?
Don't think you're posting for attention, you're free to express whatever you want. If you don't find it comfortable you could have chose not to elaborate, that's fine too.
Those things will improve with age, I used to be so socially awkward, I just learned to not GAF as I got older, when you don't give a fuck things go a lot smoother, you probably just have too much self awareness.
Who the fuck cares about what they know
Do you lack the oxytocin gene ? I wonder if it's true that some people feel less stressed because they are more empathetic and more in tune with others
No, on the opposite, i have more empathy than average person
Ok then you would be more overwhelmed by peoples emotional state then I suppose
