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Serious I think I am starting to experience my first hallucinations (schizophrenia)

2027 is when the cycle ends. Avoid tunnel of light
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Namely flies that disappear out of nowhere. I can sense the buzzing sound while sometimes landing on my head but I can't never see them. And now the fly is gone out of nowhere.
 
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You guys were right. I'm not autistic, I'm neurotypical.

I'M NEUROTYPICAL! 🍾
 
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Namely flies that disappear out of nowhere. I can sense the buzzing sound while sometimes landing on my head but I can't never see them. And now the fly is gone out of nowhere.
Do you see a fly fly or a blurry moving black spot in the corner of your eye
 
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Do you see a fly fly or a blurry moving black spot in the corner of your eye
No, I can hear the buzz and I sense the flies landing around my head like they're trolling me but the fly is finally gone. How did it disappear in my own bedroom?
 
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I want the voices. I WANT THE VOICESSSSSSS I WANT A FEMALE VOICE I WANT MY GIRLFRIEND!
 
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Shit stupid brain piece of shit. I hope I can kill myself soon ...
 
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I fucking hear a bed squeaking over my ceiling at 2PM.
 
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I fucking hear a bed squeaking over my ceiling at 2PM.
Do you have people with a bed upstairs?

I had skizo friends and girlfriends before. All situations seemed worse than my level of autism. None of them as depressed as you. I had a college girl that was all kinds of mentally ill she was the only mentally ill girl that can actually make her own money sometimes. At least that's what she tells me. She's also a fullbright scholar so fucking hard to believe she's so prestigious and retarded at the same time. I guess her full schitzo didn't manifest until some point. Anyways she's the only one who seems to have a chance at a good life. None of them seemed suicidal I know at least one of them are just don't show it when I'm around.
 
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Do you have people with a bed upstairs?

I had skizo friends and girlfriends before. All situations seemed worse than my level of autism. None of them as depressed as you. I had a college girl that was all kinds of mentally ill she was the only mentally ill girl that can actually make her own money sometimes. At least that's what she tells me. She's also a fullbright scholar so fucking hard to believe she's so prestigious and retarded at the same time. I guess her full schitzo didn't manifest until some point. Anyways she's the only one who seems to have a chance at a good life. None of them seemed suicidal I know at least one of them are just don't show it when I'm around.
Yes I do or maybe not. I will try recording the sound on my phone next time
 
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I fucking hate this bully piece of shit
 
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