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Again, how can I like something I've never experienced before? Come on, genius.The Copium is too strong here
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Again, how can I like something I've never experienced before? Come on, genius.The Copium is too strong here
I have no schizophrenia.To be honest Asgard if you're not LARPing you strike me as someone in the prodromal stage of Schizophrenia. So maybe just try and monitor your own thoughts.
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Prodromal Schizophrenia: Identifying This Early Stage
Prodromal schizophrenia is the earliest stage. The symptoms are more subtle and can appear months or even years before active schizophrenia.www.verywellhealth.com
I'm sorry but I don't think I have schizophrenia. I have distant relatives with schizophrenia on my father's side, however (the concept of unity is alien in my own family anyways) but I'd like to think half of them are on the autism spectrum since many autistic people could've been misdiagnosed as psychotic or schizophrenic in general during the late 1900s especially. I am lucid enough to differentiate between experiencing hallucinations and reality, plus I'm not suffering from any sort of hallucinations whatsoever other than feeling pretty disillusioned about existence... now, I'll admit I'm tired of existing. I am of no use in this whole human hierarchy, it'd be more productive for me to be dead instead. Going back to the original topic, you could label Schopenhauer a schizophrenic by that metric as well.Autism symptoms tend to worsen during puberty due to several androgenic mechanisms relating to the brain, which is why many autistic individuals recall being relatively more capable before adolescence. I can imagine that, if you felt relatively happy during childhood but then your symptoms worsened during adolescence (plausible because pubertal testosterone can exacerbate autistic brain patterns), it may have caused bullying.
Magical thinking is also loosely attributed to SPD. Someone told me I came up as rather schizoid but I do think I have a mild form of autism (except sensitivities since they tend to be rare, like painful textures).To be honest Asgard if you're not LARPing you strike me as someone in the prodromal stage of Schizophrenia. So maybe just try and monitor your own thoughts.
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Prodromal Schizophrenia: Identifying This Early Stage
Prodromal schizophrenia is the earliest stage. The symptoms are more subtle and can appear months or even years before active schizophrenia.www.verywellhealth.com
You don't have to be useful or productive. Most people are not really that useful or productive.I'm sorry but I don't think I have schizophrenia. I have distant relatives with schizophrenia on my father's side, however (the concept of unity is alien in my own family anyways) but I'd like to think half of them are on the autism spectrum since many autistic people could've been misdiagnosed as psychotic or schizophrenic in general during the late 1900s especially. I am lucid enough to differentiate between experiencing hallucinations and reality, plus I'm not suffering from any sort of hallucinations whatsoever other than feeling pretty disillusioned about existence... now, I'll admit I'm tired of existing. I am of no use in this whole human hierarchy, it'd be more productive for me to be dead instead. Going back to the original topic, you could label Schopenhauer a schizophrenic by that metric as well.
EVERYTHING.What is causing you disillusionment about this existence?
So? I was relatively tall compared to my other peers. Most autistic people don't get beaten up here unlike in other shitholes like the US or North Africa where you have to cohabitate with other uncivilized beings who are in tune with their primitive aggressiveness (this is one of the many reasons why I hate this shit species and the animal kingdom in general). I guess poverty really messes up your frontal lobe.Defending yourself from bully shithole is pretty high NT trait even if youre autist
Ur NTAnd I'm autistic. I'M FUCKING AUTISTIC. DO YOU REALLY THINK I CAN LEARN SOCIAL SKILLS? HOW THE FUCK DO YOU LEARN THEM !?
How do you know that?Ur NT
How do you know that?
I sm neurotypical.
And I'm autistic. I'M FUCKING AUTISTIC. DO YOU REALLY THINK I CAN LEARN SOCIAL SKILLS? HOW THE FUCK DO YOU LEARN THEM !?
Who's that slut in your profile picture?Sure they are dangerous and you cant relax but you sound suicidal already so...
Belle Delphine. I dont know anying about her being a slut though shes insanely modest and seems to just stick with her boyfriend.Who's that slut in your profile picture?
I’ve never experienced being a billionaire either but I certainly know I’d like itAgain, how can I like something I've never experienced before? Come on, genius.
Are you calling me stupid?I’ve never experienced being a billionaire either but I certainly know I’d like it
Some things are just common sense to know you’d like and crave. Sex is one of those things that you crave even if you’ve never experienced it because it’s in your biology to want it
Vaginas gross me out, I've inserted my fingers inside my girlfriends' vaginas before and I certainly don't like them (or the flaps around the vulva) nor rubbing my fingers against their clitoris except with the fabric of their briefs. I'd have to do it with my eyes closed if I was forced to do either vaginal or anal sex (I did the latter).because it’s in your biology to want it
I’m saying you’re coping by thinking you can’t miss what you’ve never hadAre you calling me stupid?
Everything is cope according to you. I hope I die tonight so I don't have to deal with this socialization bullshit anymore. Interacting with other fellow monkeys gross me out.I’m saying you’re coping by thinking you can’t miss what you’ve never had
What fucking retard, not brown enough?! You have glimpses of normal processing abilities then turn into low iq againWhat does this mean? It id hilarious since all my traits remain in the 'grey zone'. I'm not white but not brown enough. I'm average but not ugly enough (like an Observer from Fringe, invisible to many), I'm not neurotypical but not neurodivergent enough and so on. I feel like a corrupt discarded humanoid robot rotting away in a junkyard.
Exactly, I'm not brown enough to be considered POC, but I have a slight olive undertone thankfully (white pigskin =What fucking retard, not brown enough?! You have glimpses of normal processing abilities then turn into low iq again