Thanks. Well, i disagree about the reincarnation bit because you could have been a woman in any other 'life' but you would not remember. Trannies are only a product of the postmodern-industrial complex anyway, not real women, not just because you shred the skin of a dog and sew it wings won't turn him into a bird necessarly speaking (But lets not get there). You cannot actually stop experiencing things, but you can forget entire previous "storylines", which is where the subject of reincarnation comes into view, as there is no discontinuity before "this life" and any other (Where do you go after dead? Well, even if you don't "know" you have to be "somewhere else". Consciousness persists, but memory can be faded away, as it part of the experience). If you could wake up as an actual woman, would you do it? You would forget the "Chisai" character role you're portraying and change it entirely in a way that you were always this other person. Things like Trannism and the metal illness sphere are things that pertain to physicalism views, so you're re looking at the idea of reincarnation under that perspective. "Buddishm is like trooning out" someone else said
On Gods: I think "bowing down" is a religious misconception about these things, spirit work stuff is mostly about getting said spirits to assist you in your endevours on earth. Altought, if you assert them to be a liability or some "lore of the background" of why your life sucks (Like the demiurge meme), well is not that "that's actually happening", you're just giving some background to some experience which doesn't have direct relation with this thought by itslef necessarly.
On Pessimism: I think pessimism it's accidental, a consequence of not keeping perspective on the whole picture. Think: "If my live didn't suck, would i be a pessimist?". It's worth contemplating it, sometimes it happens that in the eat of these sensations, even if we were to have the chance to change these things, people would deny seeing things in a more useful way deniying their ideal because they mostly identify with their shortcomings and limited "human-range" rather than adopting a constructive view and volitionally asserting it.
Lastly, on atheism: I get what you mean. I think we intrinsically sense, at least at first, that there is "something up" with "this world" beyond the present experience of "this is all there is to it", and atheism (As in "there is no such a thing as mystical experiences, we have no power, we depend on the goverment" style atheism, full blow physicalist materialist atheism) seems less and less viable for a lot of people that way. I mean, it's something you can opt for and live, just like any other perspective really, but it seems like a immediatly dead end because it feels like put yourself in bondage for no reason? More or less like the pascal wagger says, but i would put aside christianity, and is more like "the atheist reject the invisible cause and effect" despite living in a world where the metaphysical pervades the physical, just like radio waves pervades electronical devices of communication. I mean, do you seriously believe that things like the Vedas, the Bible, The Enneads etc. were written as novels or pop quiz for ancient people? Really? I feel that they miss the forest for the trees, focusing in some shortcoming and going from there, missing out the exploration aspect.
Take in mind that im not a dualist.