Venting This New Year's Eve is a grim reminder of my lack of social capital

[Tabula Rasa]

This time of the year feels like a Groundhog Day, where I'm experiencing a play-by-play repeat of the same night the year before. It just highlights the stark difference between me and normie's lives; they'll be attending parties or large family gatherings while I'm stuck rotting in my room alone.

 

[Forecast]

Did you have a good drink at least for New Year?

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Did you have a good drink at least for New Year?

no

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Same here old friend. Same here…

Thought you went out with friends the other day?

 

[Mementos]

Hey, if you ever want to talk on voice chat (Discord, Instagram, or Telegram), I'm willing to help fill the void of loneliness for sometime.

I notice alot of people on these forums ostensibly take part in the online "communities", but never really make connections with others.

 

[Sovereign]

This time of the year feels like a Groundhog Day, where I'm experiencing a play-by-play repeat of the same night the year before. It just highlights the stark difference between me and normie's lives; they'll be attending parties or large family gatherings while I'm stuck rotting in my room alone.

What is it you miss or have missed out on? The look, the smile; the conversation? When Faustes asked Mephisto what makes him search for things are beyond what words can convey, Mephisto makes its clear " You're thirst is artificial fostered by the arrogance within you". Faust searched for the pulse and core of nature and yet gave himself over to the instruction of the devil. Now it may be asked of you, why do you want what you think you do not get?

 

[Tabula Rasa]

What is it you miss or have missed out on? The look, the smile; the conversation? When Faustes asked Mephisto what makes him search for things are beyond what words can convey, Mephisto makes its clear " You're thirst is artificial fostered by the arrogance within you". Faust searched for the pulse and core of nature and yet gave himself over to the instruction of the devil. Now it may be asked of you, why do you want what you think you do not get?

It’s not really FOMO or me being jealous and wanting it, I’d prefer to stay at home even if I had the opportunity.

It’s moreso a personal reflection on the difference between me and other’s social lives and the negative trajectory which I experienced in that regard.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Hey, if you ever want to talk on voice chat (Discord, Instagram, or Telegram), I'm willing to help fill the void of loneliness for sometime.

I notice alot of people on these forums ostensibly take part in the online "communities", but never really make connections with others.

That is kind of you, I’ll think about it. Thing is virtual connections tend to be more impersonal and passing compared to irl ones (on that note, maybe I should make some friends from forums who are in my local area).

 

[Mementos]

That is kind of you, I’ll think about it. Thing is virtual connections tend to be more impersonal and passing compared to irl ones (on that note, maybe I should make some friends from forums who are in my local area).

What local forums are there to join?

 

[Tabula Rasa]

What local forums are there to join?

I meant meeting up with people in my local area who are from these kinds of forums, I worded that weirdly lol

 

[Sovereign]

It’s not really FOMO or me being jealous and wanting it, I’d prefer to stay at home even if I had the opportunity.

It’s moreso a personal reflection on the difference between me and other’s social lives and the negative trajectory which I experienced in that regard.

Understandable, what matters now is what you do with your thoughts and behaviors at this moment; the common people make their living on being of little substance.

 

[Mementos]

I meant meeting up with people in my local area who are from these kinds of forums, I worded that weirdly lol

How will you do that?

Understandable, what matters now is what you do with your thoughts and behaviors at this moment; the common people make their living on being of little substance.

Are you a virgin?

 

[Tabula Rasa]

How will you do that?

Asking users and plan to meetup

 

[wsada]

Hated it when I went online and saw everyone partying n living life while I was just in bed talking with myself

 

[burn]

I meant meeting up with people in my local area who are from these kinds of forums, I worded that weirdly lol

Relatable, if i had some online friends irl id be the happiest nigga alive, impossible to fit in with any normies irl

 

[Mementos]

Asking users and plan to meetup

Let me clarify. How will you know who lives near you?

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Let me clarify. How will you know who lives near you?

I know users from other forums who have disclosed their location publicly.

 

[vermeulean]

got black out drunk alone on New Year's. slept in my own urine, just fucking hunkering over my toilet bowl. great way to start the year, imo

 

[Mementos]

I know users from other forums who have disclosed their location publicly.

Do you know Komesarj?

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Do you know Komesarj?

I know who he is but don't know him personally.

 

[Myst]

What is it you miss or have missed out on? The look, the smile; the conversation? When Faustes asked Mephisto what makes him search for things are beyond what words can convey, Mephisto makes its clear " You're thirst is artificial fostered by the arrogance within you". Faust searched for the pulse and core of nature and yet gave himself over to the instruction of the devil. Now it may be asked of you, why do you want what you think you do not get?

I'm just buried in crippling and gut-wrenching loneliness and yearn to feel enough.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

I'm just buried in crippling and gut-wrenching loneliness and yearn to feel enough.

I hope both our situations improve lol

 

[Myst]

I hope both our situations improve lol

Amen to that, please hmu if you ever need to talk, I'd rather have you cry on my shoulder than have you dead. Everyone else on this forum is included too.