I think I'll stay alone forever now, as I've almost always been alone and rejected anyway, apart from some online relationships for a while, not really ‘chosen’ or therefore fabulous, and as apparently guys who are too sensitive,emotional, shy, and yet always so respectful towards them, almost always stay alone or they don't want them... and judge them on their shyness, their ‘maladjustment’ to this cruel society, or on their appearance or other factors they can't control (whereas they are often not as good as me... ), and judge them on their shyness, their ‘unsuitability’ for this cruel society, or on their appearance or other factors (whereas they are often not as good as I am, whether in terms of appearance, respect or honesty... ) women want chaos & crave for chaos why they talk about men who are bad for them & mess em up.
in any case, I've known for a long time that humans are often egotistical and heartless, and as they destroy nature, other living beings, without mercy, it's logical that they don't spare the most sensitive, wild or reserved ones either, and yet they often have much more value and respect... I must be made to be a lonely hero, among... the others...
Finally, it's logical, the world (and their consumer society where everything is consumed, including humans among themselves...) reproduces like that through egotistical desire, mating, sex, or rejection, exploitation, hatred, indifference to others. It's not surprising in these conditions that the most ‘perverse’, or uninhibited profiteers mate easily, take without asking, collect ‘exes, future exes’, or cheat on them etc.... It's normal, good people are alone, egoists get what they want, just as there are greedy rich people who gorge themselves, and humble poor people who die of hunger, in the same way there are egoist and hypocritical couples, and lonely or excluded people that nobody wants or almost nobody wants...
But love, justice, equality and respect are still far from this world... or perhaps in the hearts of the Wise Men and Saints, if there are any left...
You (the reader) will probably find my message rather pessimistic, or disillusioned, or harsh, but when you've been alone and rejected for years, by heartless, sometimes mean, egotistical, perverse girls... who judge you on your shyness,race, appearance or whatever, and who leave you alone to go three days later to mate again with yet another new ‘pig of a man’ to be fucked like heartless ‘sows’, we'll see how you react. ... you'll probably realise even more quickly, the egoism and injustice of so-called ‘love’ relationships, which are all about love, it's exclusive, possessive, sexual interest, desire or rejection with indifference... but as for compassion, love and kindness towards all beings, that's something else again...
There's more love in the smile of a Buddha or a dolphin than in all human couples put together,
As for women in general, most of them are looking for ‘the guy’ who will agree to ‘knock them up’, given that their selfish desire or obsession is to have kids before the menopause, they are almost all driven by their reproductive instinct, but that doesn't mean they have love and compassion within them...
It's best not to expect anything more from them, as they prefer to act like the most primitive and greedy animals, in this area as in others, whether they're venal, hypocritical or whatever... They use the word ‘love’, for their couples or their impulses and egotistical desires, but they don't have an ounce of it in them... apparently,... apart from maybe a few rare ones, but I've never come across any personally...
in any case, it's clear: there's no love, respect or kindness in them (as there is in the pigs of men they fuck, by the way...) it doesn't surprise me that the most sensitive, shy and always honest guys are almost always alone and rejected... love and justice are elsewhere...