Venting Loneliness

[Sovereign]

Gentleman, I've been hit hard this very moment by loneliness, Its happened a few times over these past years where it has hit me to a crippling point I feel absolutely broken and its hitting me to the brim, I can feel the desire to get out and go around driving so that I can have at least some semblance of connection. That won't help me however, right now I hope that the many of you are okay and are holding your own as best you can.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

Thank you, I hope you may make it through this period.

 

[Sovereign]

Thank you, I hope you may make it through this period.

To you as well, I don't know how to put it, but as a youth to cope I would recede into imagination and create my own fantasies as I sought fit; that may help for a little bit but in reality that can only stave off the problem for so long, you know?

 

[Tabula Rasa]

To you as well, I don't know how to put it, but as a youth to cope I would recede into imagination and create my own fantasies as I sought fit; that may help for a little bit but in reality that can only stave off the problem for so long, you know?

I think at some point we eventually have to look into ways to address the problems we have in our lives

 

[Sovereign]

I think at some point we eventually have to look into ways to address the problems we have in our lives

Ya, frankly its better to not ignore it. I cannot deny it, emotionally it hurts very much.

 

[Sovereign]

I think that now that I'm here, I wonder what will come to pass and what I will go towards? Evidently, addictions have always been mans friends, they never judged him but at a cost they take only what you give them. In all honesty, I wish I never was.

 

[Indrid]

I hate to say it, but it gets better once you get used to it. I know it seems impossible to and at one point it did to me too, but here I am, perfectly content in my solitude.

 

[Sovereign]

I hate to say it, but it gets better once you get used to it. I know it seems impossible to and at one point it did to me too, but here I am, perfectly content in my solitude.

Care to share?

 

[Indrid]

Care to share?

Eventually solitude became the natural state for me, while being around others became unnatural. I entered this state after playing vidya and watching anime for thousands of hours, it's not something that'll happen overnight.

 

[Sovereign]

Eventually solitude became the natural state for me, while being around others became unnatural. I entered this state after playing vidya and watching anime for thousands of hours, it's not something that'll happen overnight.

I know what you mean, that has been my life thus far. I've remained in solitude; I like to talk to people and its usually me doing the talking which becomes rather one sided, in reality I've been riding that wave for years, since my childhood, my teens and in general. I get what you mean, during my youth I would watch anime at night before going to school and from there to this very day everyone I ever talked to I never saw again.

 

[jayjay]

Gentleman, I've been hit hard this very moment by loneliness, Its happened a few times over these past years where it has hit me to a crippling point I feel absolutely broken and its hitting me to the brim, I can feel the desire to get out and go around driving so that I can have at least some semblance of connection. That won't help me however, right now I hope that the many of you are okay and are holding your own as best you can.

We are here for you brocel.

 

[Sovereign]

We are here for you brocel.

Thank you dude.

 

[Indrid]

I know what you mean, that has been my life thus far. I've remained in solitude; I like to talk to people and its usually me doing the talking which becomes rather one sided, in reality I've been riding that wave for years, since my childhood, my teens and in general. I get what you mean, during my youth I would watch anime at night before going to school and from there to this very day everyone I ever talked to I never saw again.

I'm sure online does a lot to numb any potential loneliness I would feel otherwise as well. The first step is you have to just accept reality for what it is, you will likely be alone forever irl but it shouldn't really matter, especially if you ever eavesdropped when going out to the store. The vast majority of people are insufferable.

 

[Sovereign]

I'm sure online does a lot to numb any potential loneliness I would feel otherwise as well. The first step is you have to just accept reality for what it is, you will likely be alone forever irl but it shouldn't really matter, especially if you ever eavesdropped when going out to the store. The vast majority of people are insufferable.

I get what you mean, the point is to be realistic to what occurs and see people for what they are and what they do. There is no denying what our current circumstance is.

 

[Deleted member 258]

I hope you come to alleviate it. Take care of yourself.