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This is a calm, scholarly, and gives the “big picture map” of where all this weird shit actually came from (Hermeticism to Renaissance magic to Rosicrucianism to 19th/20th century occult revival). It treats esotericism as a legitimate counter current in Western culture instead of dismissing it as crazy.

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This one is a bit more academic and philosophical. Hanegraaff is one of the top scholars in the field and he frames esotericism as “rejected knowledge” the stuff that got pushed out of mainstream culture but never actually died.
 
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Fair point on the “all occult is just feeding entities” angle.

I get where you’re coming from, any time you engage with this stuff you’re opening doors, and yeah, not every inspiration comes for free. But I don’t see it as automatically trapping you.
Darkness doesn't empower anyone aside from the few evil people and they likely don't have free will. It corrupts and enslaves because that's how their system works.
Imitation isn't beneficial to us. If you think logically how can something cursed benefit us. We need pure positive energy-not to be mistaken with divine beings or light work that's part of the simulation too, you often see people who practiced satanism become devout christians etc. religion or new age is waiting for ppl like this
For me the thread is more like “here’s the delete-key grimoire, here’s the admin-password grimoire, here’s the how-the-engine-actually-works book.” I’m curious how people react to the contrast, not trying to recruit anyone into anything.
If these things work, big if
So when you say it’s all part of the simulation trap… what does that look like for you in practice? Do you think any engagement with occult material is automatically feeding the loop, or is there a way to study it without getting hooked? Honest take, I’m not here to dunk, just to talk it through.
what do you mean by the occult?
 
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Reading Sitra Achra doesn’t mean I’m now a card carrying anticosmic cultist.
You bet it doesn't.

It is an intro text for one specific order, written by an (ironically) Iranian "frater". Convict, I think.

It is possible to read Freemason books at home, but what's your degree bro.

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Your take was that you read it and saw Black Light, then threw a hissy fit.

There was a Satanist here that fled into my DMs after I made an off-hand remark, then started threaten to kill me and admins, and got banned.

That's all solitary occutism will amount to - a broken psyche and silly behaviors. "Posting my favorite grimoirs".,
 
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You bet it doesn't.

It is an intro text for one specific order, written by an (ironically) Iranian "frater". Convict, I think.

It is possible to read Freemason books at home, but what's your degree bro.

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Your take was that you read it and saw Black Light, then threw a hissy fit.

There was a Satanist here that fled into my DMs after I made an off-hand remark, then started threaten to kill me and admins, and got banned.

That's all solitary occutism will amount to - a broken psyche and silly behaviors. "Posting my favorite grimoirs".,
Lol a satanist in your DMs eh? Non sequitur. Not sure what some random stalker has to do with the historical and systems theory architecture of these texts, but welcome to the internet I guess.

"threw a hissy fit”, did I? I posted a book, people reacted, I kept posting more books. If that’s a hissy fit, I need to recalibrate my emotional scale.

You’re right that solitary reading doesn’t make anyone a degree holder. That’s kind of the point. I’m not angling for a title or an order. I’m just throwing texts on the table to see who engages with the ideas vs. who needs to turn it into a hierarchy dick measuring contest. You’ve made it clear which camp you’re in. Noted.

As for “solitary occultism” breaking psyches; sure, any practice without a mirror can turn into a feedback loop. But posting on a forum is literally inviting the mirror. So what’s your angle? You here to warn people, or just to announce you’re above it all? Genuinely asking, because your drive by contributions so far read more like 'I’m too cool for this' than anything I can engage with.
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Lol a satanist in your DMs eh? Non sequitur.
The Satanist was a prominent contributor, particularly in religion board, but for some reason he started to perceive even "love" reacts as demeaning (what?) and then had a full-on psychotic break. It's hard to recollect why he lost his shit, but the results are for all to see.

Unstable isolated personality + reading random PDFs = the house of cards went down under its own weight.

You’re right that solitary reading doesn’t make anyone a degree holder. That’s kind of the point.
The point is that someone didn't make it into the club and spams peasants with mind-wrecking witchcraft.

Here's one famous Freemason gesture , which they practice for their own good.
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You ever see a Freemason preacher around? Maybe someone from Sweden came here and started promoting the benefits of Sitra Archa? Nope and nope, but an online schizo self-enlightening with randomized selection of pirated PDFs, that's a common sight.

Why embrace that unfortunate role.
 
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Darkness doesn't empower anyone aside from the few evil people and they likely don't have free will. It corrupts and enslaves because that's how their system works.
Imitation isn't beneficial to us. If you think logically how can something cursed benefit us. We need pure positive energy-not to be mistaken with divine beings or light work that's part of the simulation too, you often see people who practiced satanism become devout christians etc. religion or new age is waiting for ppl like this

If these things work, big if

what do you mean by the occult?
You asked what I mean by “occult”, fair question, because the term gets sloppy.

For this thread, I’m using it broadly to mean any system that treats the simulation as hackable: whether that’s ceremonial magic (Picatrix), anti‑cosmic deletion (Sitra Achra), cybernetic rootkit stuff (Mace), or the academic study of why humans keep building these systems (Goodrick‑Clarke, Hanegraaff).

The through line isn’t belief in demons or entities. It’s the recurring human impulse to treat reality as malleable through symbols, timing, and focused intent. Some people call that magic, some call it psychology, some call it a trap. I’m less interested in the label than in what happens when you expose different people to the same text. Hence the thread.

So when you say “darkness corrupts and enslaves” I’m not arguing against that. I’m asking, is it the text itself that corrupts, or is it the posture you bring to it? Someone could read Sitra Achra and see a philosophy of radical autonomy. Someone else could read it and start collecting edgy memes. Same book, different outcomes. That’s what I’m here to watch.

You also said “If these things work, big if” exactly. I’m not claiming they do. I’m treating them as thought experiments, pressure tests for the mind. If the “if” scares you, that’s interesting in itself.
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The Satanist was a prominent contributor, particularly in religion board, but for some reason he started to perceive even "love" reacts as demeaning (what?) and then had a full-on psychotic break. It's hard to recollect why he lost his shit, but the results are for all to see.

Unstable isolated personality + reading random PDFs = the house of cards went down under its own weight.


The point is that someone didn't make it into the club and spams peasants with mind-wrecking witchcraft.

Here's one famous Freemason gesture , which they practice for their own good.
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You ever see a Freemason preacher around? Maybe someone from Sweden came here and started promoting the benefits of Sitra Archa? Nope and nope, but an online schizo self-enlightening with randomized selection of pirated PDFs, that's a common sight.

Why embrace that unfortunate role.
> gaslighting

>pathologizing

>veiled hierarchy threats

>sick clip-art Freemason, very cool. Zerubbabel? or just zeal? haha

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Let’s be real: you came into a thread about grimoires, ignored every book, and instead posted:

A story about some guy I never met (projection)

A diagnosis of my mental state (armchair psychiatry)

A Freemason jpeg as a veiled “I know things you don’t” threat

A lecture about how I didn’t make it into a club (you don’t know me)

You’re not engaging with ideas. You’re trying to establish dominance through vague allusions, insults, and a pathetic attempt to pathologize someone who’s just posting books and watching how people react.

You want to talk about the texts? I’m here. You want to keep playing secret-handshake gatekeeper while contributing nothing? Save it. I’m not your cautionary tale, I’m not your “schizo,” and I’m certainly not impressed by your Freemason meme.

Post something substantive or find another thread to play main character in.

lets start with what's the last book you have read? Any book will do.
 
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lets start with what's the last book you have read? Any book will do.
I am finishing off Xenophon's Anabasis, a story of 10,000-strong mercenary Greek army trying to make a coup in Persia, failing to and marching all the way back. Xenophon, Plato's more grounded peer, ended up as #1 man in the army.

Next in line is Thucydides's History. All in paper, because reading on electronic devices makes sure you will never finish it.

You’re not engaging with ideas. You’re trying to establish dominance through vague allusions, insults, and a pathetic attempt to pathologize someone
I am providing context - the authors of the books you promote are notoriously reclusive and frankly misanthropic. So you're stepping in as an unpaid, and probably not very welcome, PR agent?.. Okay?...
 
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I am finishing off Xenophon's Anabasis, a story of 10,000-strong mercenary Greek army trying to make a coup in Persia, failing to and marching all the way back. Xenophon, Plato's more grounded peer, ended up as #1 man in the army.

Next in line is Thucydides's History. All in paper, because reading on electronic devices makes sure you will never finish it.


I am providing context - the authors of the books you promote are notoriously reclusive and frankly misanthropic. So you're stepping in as an unpaid, and probably not very welcome, PR agent?.. Okay?...
>Xenophons literally 101 college reading congratulations 🎉

You’re doing a lot here, projecting, pathologizing, narrating my collapse. It reads like a classic defensive meltdown. I’m just posting books and watching how people react, and you’re the one writing paragraphs about Satanists and Freemasons.

Oh no, are those the mythical paper books I’ve heard so much about?
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(You might need this one, those DMs must have really gotten to you.)

I read across genres. That’s what people do when they’re actually interested in ideas, not just signaling.

You want to talk about the texts I posted? I’m here. If not, take a breath and maybe step away from the keyboard. This isn’t that serious. Maybe go big league somewhere else it's very cringe.
 
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You asked what I mean by “occult”, fair question, because the term gets sloppy.

For this thread, I’m using it broadly to mean any system that treats the simulation as hackable: whether that’s ceremonial magic (Picatrix), anti‑cosmic deletion (Sitra Achra), cybernetic rootkit stuff (Mace), or the academic study of why humans keep building these systems (Goodrick‑Clarke, Hanegraaff)./
Idon't care if it's communicating with the intellectual elite of planet Ogo, if you're looking at cursed symbols like sigils reversed pentagrams and read cursed names of beings and channeled formulas the energy will affect you.
The through line isn’t belief in demons or entities. It’s the recurring human impulse to treat reality as malleable through symbols, timing, and focused intent. Some people call that magic, some call it psychology, some call it a trap. I’m less interested in the label than in what happens when you expose different people to the same text. Hence the thread.
I don't think there are practicing occultists who are atheist. If you can separate it why do you need book just use your intention and your own symbols. Timing implies there is times of power which is true on a personal level you have more energy sometimes and feel better. The full moons and sun eclipses will be negative in itself. There is many people who instinctively know not to stare at the moon at night. Astrology is pretty safe to study though.
So when you say “darkness corrupts and enslaves” I’m not arguing against that. I’m asking, is it the text itself that corrupts, or is it the posture you bring to it?
Yes the text especially the names symbols and formulas
 
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You’re doing a lot here, projecting, pathologizing, narrating my collapse.
You keep framing it as a personal attack, but that's because you chose an idiotic position to dig in and, inevitably, uprooting that position would hurt anyone entrenched in it.

Let's say I summon someone who is in the same Luciferic Order as the 218 Iranian Frater, which is not that far-fetched: half of Swedish black metal scene is. Would you two have a great time, and will he post many PDFs from his own collection? I think you know the answer.



Just idiotic thread, idiotic premise of the thread and the poor OP who got caught up in this.

I probably said the same to the Satanist person, his username on other forums used to be "Michael W. Ford" :jfl: That's a famed American occultist he took inspiration from.
 
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Idon't care if it's communicating with the intellectual elite of planet Ogo, if you're looking at cursed symbols like sigils reversed pentagrams and read cursed names of beings and channeled formulas the energy will affect you.

I don't think there are practicing occultists who are atheist. If you can separate it why do you need book just use your intention and your own symbols. Timing implies there is times of power which is true on a personal level you have more energy sometimes and feel better. The full moons and sun eclipses will be negative in itself. There is many people who instinctively know not to stare at the moon at night. Astrology is pretty safe to study though.

Yes the text especially the names symbols and formulas
I appreciate you taking the time to actually engage with the questions this is the kind of exchange I was after.

Let me clarify where I’m coming from, because I think we’re circling the same territory from different angles.

On symbols:
I don’t think they have inherent power, but I do think they can act as funnels. A sigil, a cross, a pentagram—they don’t contain energy, but they direct it, like a lens focuses light. If a symbol has been used heavily, it might carry some residual charge (like a groove worn in), but that’s still just a tool, not a battery. That’s why I can read Sitra Achra without feeling “cursed”—I’m studying the architecture of the funnel, not drinking from it.

On atheist occultists:
I’m not an atheist, but I’m also not a believer in the traditional sense. I hold it in superposition: maybe it’s all psychological, maybe it’s touching something real but outside our frame, maybe both. That’s why I’m less interested in whether it works than in what people do with the texts. The books are maps; I want to see how different people read them.

On timing / moon:
The physics of tides and eclipses is wild i’m with you there. The “instinct not to stare” feels more like folklore to me, but folklore often points to patterns people noticed before they had words for them. I’ll keep it in mind.

On text vs. posture:
We probably won’t agree on whether the symbols themselves carry weight independent of the reader. That’s fine—it’s a fundamental split. But I respect that you’re coming at it from a place of genuine concern rather than just gatekeeping.

Thanks for the conversation. If you ever want to dig into why different people read the same text so differently hit me up.

P.S. In the end I put out some feelers to gauge engagement and people’s perspectives. It’s been limited but elucidating.

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You keep framing it as a personal attack, but that's because you chose an idiotic position to dig in and, inevitably, uprooting that position would hurt anyone entrenched in it.

Let's say I summon someone who is in the same Luciferic Order as the 218 Iranian Frater, which is not that far-fetched: half of Swedish black metal scene is. Would you two have a great time, and will he post many PDFs from his own collection? I think you know the answer.



Just idiotic thread, idiotic premise of the thread and the poor OP who got caught up in this.

I probably said the same to the Satanist person, his username on other forums used to be "Michael W. Ford" :jfl: That's a famed American occultist he took inspiration from.

Yapping dragon ball

>very cool.
 
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>just a free-wheeling bro discussing random PDFs he found on the Internet

You mentioned Sitra Archa over 10 times, very seriously, but this book was distributed through black metal distros along with compact disks. So maybe pay some attention to that... You look silly and keep pretending you're not.
 
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>just a free-wheeling bro discussing random PDFs he found on the Internet

You mentioned Sitra Archa over 10 times, very seriously, but this book was distributed through black metal distros along with compact disks. So maybe pay some attention to that... You look silly and keep pretending you're not.
>but wait there is more.
Yap yapping
 
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Just as a plant grows strong and beautiful when the sun shines upon it,

so a person grows in virtue, wisdom, and good character

when they live under God’s guidance and keep their inner “garden” well tended.
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I appreciate you taking the time to actually engage with the questions this is the kind of exchange I was after.

Let me clarify where I’m coming from, because I think we’re circling the same territory from different angles.

On symbols:
I don’t think they have inherent power, but I do think they can act as funnels. A sigil, a cross, a pentagram—they don’t contain energy, but they direct it, like a lens focuses light. If a symbol has been used heavily, it might carry some residual charge (like a groove worn in), but that’s still just a tool, not a battery. That’s why I can read Sitra Achra without feeling “cursed”—I’m studying the architecture of the funnel, not drinking from it.
symbols are literally gateways that spit out negative energy
when I was interested in occult I saw Panic put books in front of huge reverse pentagram in his room so the books get juiced up, he knew
now the guy is dead wonder why
 
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symbols are literally gateways that spit out negative energy
when I was interested in occult I saw Panic put books in front of huge reverse pentagram in his room so the books get juiced up, he knew
now the guy is dead wonder why
So Panic juiced up his books with a reverse pentagram and then died. I don’t know the guy, so I can’t say what happened. But I’d file that under “residual charge” rather than “symbols are gateways that spit out negative energy.” A funnel can be loaded with whatever you pour into it including obsession, recklessness, or a death wish. The shape isn’t the cause; it’s just the tool.

Anyway, I think we’ve staked out our positions clearly.

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So Panic juiced up his books with a reverse pentagram and then died. I don’t know the guy, so I can’t say what happened. But I’d file that under “residual charge” rather than “symbols are gateways that spit out negative energy.” A funnel can be loaded with whatever you pour into it including obsession, recklessness, or a death wish. The shape isn’t the cause; it’s just the tool.

Anyway, I think we’ve staked out our positions clearly.

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Truth isn't always logical
btw putting words from me in quotes at every opportunity feels a lot like AI
 
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Truth isn't always logical
btw quoting me at every opportunity feels a lot like AI
Never said it was. I just see symbols as funnels, not gates. Either way.

Well idk how to help you with that? feels like AI we could do this in a discord call but i don't really want to. How would you rather I reply to you? lol sneaking in that little edit last min.
 
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