Same situation both sides actually, father is a low IQ 5'8 stupid deabeat, 100 iq mother is a 5'2 mixed nigger with peak good italian genes.
I can save myself by masculinity maxxing to 25 mixed with upper jaw rotation, excessive whitemaxxing routines using intravenous vitamin c, nac & msm, streching and heightmaxxing methods to 5'11,2 - Being at 5'10.
My mother is so stupid that she got played by several guys over and over, making me think she is just a bitch at heart and blames on her dates, but there is no one to blame but herself. So my entire life i was being rejected, cucked and held by the balls, not only the "bullies" but the schools too, left wing enviroments destroy those who are libertarians at heart with high volatiblity and at formative years, my IQ potential could at 140 but events destroyed several parts of the brain, leading me to a mere 120.
Picture of myself and mother as a kid:
I am developing two ways of living after entering this forum,
the philosophy of creation and the philo of destruction.
For those who want to life a truly happy life beyond the blackpill, the philosphy of creation takes the whitepill and transform into a actual base for your entire existence, its not just a cope. But a way to live. (Still developing to push beyond whitepill),
Now choose a skill that it ignites deep from your heart, mine being writing despite my low iq upbringing, it should be something that defined your teens years without even knowing, its not forced, but natural, a flow, not passion but the
core inside.
Example: True samurais spent they entire existence perfecting the way of the sword, not just swordmanship, but learning the art of the flow, discipline even in the most meaningless situations, achieving such deep levels of stoic actions leads to infinite happines in the end, for the meaning of life is attached to a goal and habits, never it cope, not even once, in sense this path is beyond this reality, consider yourself
beyond good and evil.
Now, the philosophy of destruction requires active shadow work, a understading of who your monster is. Look at your supressed desires, agression, trauma, bullying, anything in that nature. Now try push a identity to this, form a image of someone or yourself and try to see what it seeks, a good analogy to this is fight club:
Attached to it desires to a life goal like the path of creation, chooses the skills required and work hard on the habits, each day passed is a opportunity for the shadow to raise and transform your reality, in a non coping way.
Here, some examples of how the active shadow can transform your entire being:
Music - PASTEL GHOST - Shadows I have no rights on the music! I have no rights on the scenes! Copyright: PASTEL GHOST (music) Netflix (scenes) All the images...
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Now stick me with me:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3xOtk5cN9g&ab_channel=co2
These skills are connected to the shadow, it turns into a valid whitepill and beyond because of the connection with the
core inside, maturing the personality for the better and giving a deep root for the path of creation, it can be a necessary action for some burden with trauma and emasculated characther, the most important thing to realise that you are going to do this for years, probably every day, and hidden meanings and connections will be extracted from, leading a clear mental picture of your true meaning.
For the problem of being a truecel:
The solutions that i found is (i hate my family, dont do it with yours):
1-Kill the family, adopt, pass the looksmaxxing & iq framework. Sigma cuck ending
2-Kill the family, raise a kid with a white foid, pass the looksmaxxing & iq framework.(aka 6'0 6'1 chad with perfect facial development due to blackpilled foods, sleeping cycles, mouth posture etc). Cucked by your family, passed your
demonic combination away and the only one who gained from this is your father, the guy invested
nothing and gained everything.
3-Suicide after
killing everyone who wronged you, classic incel ending.
4-Join the army, rush special ops,
kill the family and enemies, and its your choice, kill (CEOS, Politicians, thugs). Sigma ending
5-Life alone, coding, writing, music, looksmaxxing, die alone. Mage ending
6-Rush normal life like a bluepilled motherfucker with looksmaxxing. Cuck ending
