Negativity Here is the most powerful suifuel.

[porco-dddio]

Trigger warning. I dont want you to kys.

It makes me scared as shit.

When I think of "women my same age" I lose all my energy. Its instantaneous. Theres the rage aspect to this, when I think of all that anti-incel judgement passed on me. And one I time I seen these "women my same age" and they are disgusting horrid ugly hobbyless loser socially inferior abominations.

So I get shaky legs, thinking all what I built in my life will go to the toilet if i am forced into slavery with one of them. ALl my aspirations and all what I am and can be will go into the toilet and I will be absorbed in a nightmare of social judgement and be with a disgusting abominable horrid putrid demented lowIQ trash with a fake title in sociology.

All what I can be, the hentai I could have done will never be done, if I get in bed with a horrid inferior abominable mutilated freak "woman my same age".

Its the most depressing thing I can think of, its a shit situation I would rather swap for suy-cide, I choose death if I can avoid "women my same age".

For context, im 34 holy shit.

Its not only enraging, its the fact these women are disgusting, not only they are ugly they are talentless, they are hobbyless, they are worthless, sometimes they are even arrogant. Holy crap I cant suffer their mere presence.

It scares me shitless even pondering their existence. It scares me to death just looking at one of their magazines like cosmopolitan and consider for more than 30 seconds they exist and my shittty culture expects... no it DEMANDS of me to go after these horrid abominations.

Its the worst fear I have in life. Its the greatest suicide fuel that makes my legs shaky, it makes me suicidal.

Just writing this post made me suicidal. I will take days to recover.

 

[lonelywanderer]

they are even arrogant.

most people are arrogant, fuck them all id rather be alone.

I'm with you anytime I try and socialise with people I want nothing to do with them after a certain amount of time because we are nothing like these people, its very rare that I do get along with people but I've been isolated for so long now (over 2 years without talking to someone I don't know) and I am much happier than when I was constantly trying to fit in with people!!

 

[porco-dddio]

I'm with you anytime I try and socialise with people I want nothing to do with them after a certain amount of time because we are nothing like these people, its very rare that I do get along with people but I've been isolated for so long now (over 2 years without talking to someone I don't know) and I am much happier than when I was constantly trying to fit in with people!!

bad situation bro its a conondrum. I cannot recommend protract it forever.

It is indeed very comfy be with some parasocial incel such as yourself, but this is bad.

I mean I am not in a position where I can "give advice" but I would never recommend doing this.

We should try to be "out there" in the face of normies. Im not the right person to say it tho, I too am guilty of enjoying myself too much. Its too much good to let it go.

 

[lonelywanderer]

bad situation bro its a conondrum. I cannot recommend protract it forever.

It is indeed very comfy be with some parasocial incel such as yourself, but this is bad.

I mean I am not in a position where I can "give advice" but I would never recommend doing this.

We should try to be "out there" in the face of normies. Im not the right person to say it tho, I too am guilty of enjoying myself too much. Its too much good to let it go.

I guess its more healthy to be around normies but I haven't gotten along with any for a long time because most people I get on with irl are somewhat online to the point they are aware of internet trends we can talk about but its been a long time since I've met someone like that but when I speak to people who aren't I cant communicate with them really, they all have stories of what they get up to and I have always just rotted away on my computer really.