What causes self-destruction

[Xflowi]

There’s no escaping the pull. Even if you change houses, it follows you. So what’s left? Join the military. Load yourself with iron, drugs, and rage. Fuck through the pain. Will yourself out of hell. Face the trauma head-on because nothing else works. If it destroyed you, then fight until only you remain.

You feel trauma so you're gonna risk your life for a government that hates you?

 

[Xflowi]

I struggle with this. At the times I most hate myself I want to further it (for some reason), I used to eat healthy but I just gave up, don't even brush my teeth most days.. recently I gambled most my money that took me hours to wageslave for just for the dopamine... I really gotta sort my shit out man

 

[Depresso]

I struggle with this. At the times I most hate myself I want to further it (for some reason), I used to eat healthy but I just gave up, don't even brush my teeth most days.. recently I gambled most my money that took me hours to wageslave for just for the dopamine... I really gotta sort my shit out man

Have you seen T @twojei 's post? I think "love" and "kindness" is marketed too soppy so most men don't recognise it's missing until it's too late. Take care of yourself bro.

Success - All of spirituality is cucked and cope. Here's what really works.

(1) LOVING-KINDNESS meditation. Meditation is good, but the practices has the downside of becoming too dry emotionally if you don't involve some feeling into it and that's why loving kindness practices are perfect to open the heart to other kind of experiences. (2) Connect with your emotions...

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[Depresso]

LOL - San Diego shooter was a femboy lover

JFL, average Nazi enthusiast.

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Serious - What do you think of the accelerationist types?

What do you think of the movement in general, so both the ideological and the militant types? I'm going to post my take as a reply. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Militant_accelerationism https://elysianfields.se/threads/san-diego-shooter-was-a-femboy-lover.8578/

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The way Evola was mentioned in the shooter thread and the other thread about The Basilisk never sat right with me. There are some antisocial spirits going around. I think accelerationists are literally possessed by Legion. There's just something gadarene about it.