Help New here, wanna give me some words of wisdom?

Hi there!
Got invited by a friend after he told me about the whitepill. Not sure what I think about it tbh. But he thought It could be helpful so why not?

I'm really fucking tired of everything, displeased. I don't feel depressed but just really unhappy with everything.
I did that normie crap people expect from you, got a job, house, car, a dog (rip).
Didn't feel like I enjoyed any of it, didn't see the point.

Got so tired of work that I would kill myself anyday. So I did quit it a few years ago.
I'm financial stable now even as n.e.e.t. I guess.
But everything just sucks ass, I feel like I wasted all my life building a life that I hate.

And lately it feel it going down. I feel only hate and pain...
Idk, acceptance? I feel like I have tried that. Just lie to myself that everything is fine.
But that lie catch up with you and it hits hard.

I have socialised online more the last few months, I have asked a few about life advice, but nothing really helpful have came out of it tbh.
I do those advice people give, keep clean, go out in the sun and be physical.
Skip games and tv. But at the end of the day I fell the same, hate for it all.
And I'm fucking tired of it.
Idk what I'm waiting for or why I keep going up each day.
I'm a negative piece of shit, sorry but that's my honesty.
No balls to end it all I guess.

Sorry for posting such edgy cringe post.
Anyway don't fall for the normie lifestyle i guess.
Feel free to tell me your opinion, I'm not sensitive.
 
Good and bad are mere illusions. Morality, ethics... meh. Just be indifferent, like an observer from Fringe. Suicide is "okay" although advocating for self-harm practices goes against the forums' rules as far as I know.

You can kill yourself although I'd suggest you finding the least painful method possible (try being a vagabond and enjoy the 3D scenary of this universe until you starve to death). I'll do it myself before my thirties (so I can avoid the curse of balding).
 
We are more than bone and flesh. We're the invisible... we are light... everything else is nothing but a dream. Enlightenment will "attain" you immortality (more like you finally lift the veil of ignorance as we are just 'asleep' like in a Matrix-like womb pod) after the heart on your body stops flushing blood in and out.
 
hate and pain...
Again, there's no good nor bad. Acknowledge that you live in a dream and rather choose to become an observer like in Fringe (yet another TV show with Gnostic-like themes... interesting, isn't it?).

Meditate and withdraw. Death is the final equalizer, which mogjt allow the final alchemical marriage between your male and feminine archetypes. However, enlightenment can only be achieved when You are in this present dimension (the first step is, again, acknowledging you are in a temporary plane... like in a dream using an avatar, in your case the Homo Sapiens). So don't kill yourself yet until you feel ready to experiment (for science 🧪).

Masturbation isn't wrong per se but keep in mind you're only doing it for the sake of calming down your receptors. Expect your lust to gradually lessen in severity through the years while you're on your Enlightenment journey (more like a particle fusion as time is in 4D is a "necessary" illusion after all).
 
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You'll have to learn to read and analyze the feelings and thoughts coming through your mind (do not confuse with depersonalization) and stop pouring your hatred onto people through actions and words. Hatred is yet another illusion.

Keep in mind we've reproduced with the opposite gender in many of our last "lives" (we weren't incels nor autistic but we had to become hermits in this lifetime so in order to achieve enlightenment (or be close to it)). Yeah, universe is kind of a "school" but after all, this is a mean to interpret the unknown.
 
But everything just sucks ass, I feel like I wasted all my life building a life that I hate.
Again, you don't have to do anything. Meditate and try to dissolve your ego by indulging into metaphysics (some people are able to sped up the ego dissolution process through reading Gnostic gospels).

We are in a dream, a bad and cruel one from your "ignorant" perspective for sure but you'll know once you know.
 
So in a way, yes, time is just an instrument and an illusion (helpful for "sentient" beings like us) and this could pretty much be a simulation of some sorts running through an absurd number of instances (we call this eternity).
 
Maybe the 'souls' trapped in our bodies could be some kind of... unknown particle that will ultimately have to go through another process within another overlaying dimension beyond the 3D/4D (after having achieved enlightenment, similar to our quantic entanglements in our wet and warm brains becoming self-aware according to a hypothesis I read months ago). The elites have known this from unmemorable times (dating back from New Atlantis), this is why you MUST focus on what I've just told you and finally break the cycle of reincarnation (why would you even want to regress knowing this information?).
 
Maybe. Haven't been very successful in being indifferent.
Sooner or later reality hits, at least fo me.
I have done my best to ignore everything with no improvement. Don't notice much difference actually.
And if life is a dream then I guess it doesn't matter what I feel or don't feel about it.
It still sucks objectively.

Maybe suicide is best then, I try to push myself but something is holding me back, I need a push, but those I have had haven't been effective enough, which is also a problem if you be indifferent I guess.

Guess I'll do something more active about it.
Thanks for your input. 👍
 
I don't mean like a dream literally but you should definitely consider the fact we are in some sort of manufacturing chain (a simulation). We have to break through the cycles of reincarnation after each cosmical breathe (Big Crunch theory) via ego dissolution and acknowledging our true nature. These are just hypothesis but perhaps these aren't far-fetched from the underlying 'truth' (the mechanics of everything).
 
And even if these theories turn out to be disproven after you die (e.g: eternal black out), both Tibetan-like meditation and ego dissolution are still helpful and life changing, especially if you don't want to go through the SSRI and antipsychotic chemical lobotomization path (SSRIs gave me chronic neuropathic pain after getting rid off them).

Safe travels.
 
Hi there!
Got invited by a friend after he told me about the whitepill. Not sure what I think about it tbh. But he thought It could be helpful so why not?

I'm really fucking tired of everything, displeased. I don't feel depressed but just really unhappy with everything.
I did that normie crap people expect from you, got a job, house, car, a dog (rip).
Didn't feel like I enjoyed any of it, didn't see the point.

Got so tired of work that I would kill myself anyday. So I did quit it a few years ago.
I'm financial stable now even as n.e.e.t. I guess.
But everything just sucks ass, I feel like I wasted all my life building a life that I hate.

And lately it feel it going down. I feel only hate and pain...
Idk, acceptance? I feel like I have tried that. Just lie to myself that everything is fine.
But that lie catch up with you and it hits hard.

I have socialised online more the last few months, I have asked a few about life advice, but nothing really helpful have came out of it tbh.
I do those advice people give, keep clean, go out in the sun and be physical.
Skip games and tv. But at the end of the day I fell the same, hate for it all.
And I'm fucking tired of it.
Idk what I'm waiting for or why I keep going up each day.
I'm a negative piece of shit, sorry but that's my honesty.
No balls to end it all I guess.

Sorry for posting such edgy cringe post.
Anyway don't fall for the normie lifestyle i guess.
Feel free to tell me your opinion, I'm not sensitive.
You did ALL of it??
Jeez you must feel like a geezer
No offense
 
Hi there!
Got invited by a friend after he told me about the whitepill. Not sure what I think about it tbh. But he thought It could be helpful so why not?

I'm really fucking tired of everything, displeased. I don't feel depressed but just really unhappy with everything.
I did that normie crap people expect from you, got a job, house, car, a dog (rip).
Didn't feel like I enjoyed any of it, didn't see the point.

Got so tired of work that I would kill myself anyday. So I did quit it a few years ago.
I'm financial stable now even as n.e.e.t. I guess.
But everything just sucks ass, I feel like I wasted all my life building a life that I hate.

And lately it feel it going down. I feel only hate and pain...
Idk, acceptance? I feel like I have tried that. Just lie to myself that everything is fine.
But that lie catch up with you and it hits hard.

I have socialised online more the last few months, I have asked a few about life advice, but nothing really helpful have came out of it tbh.
I do those advice people give, keep clean, go out in the sun and be physical.
Skip games and tv. But at the end of the day I fell the same, hate for it all.
And I'm fucking tired of it.
Idk what I'm waiting for or why I keep going up each day.
I'm a negative piece of shit, sorry but that's my honesty.
No balls to end it all I guess.

Sorry for posting such edgy cringe post.
Anyway don't fall for the normie lifestyle i guess.
Feel free to tell me your opinion, I'm not sensitive.
Welcome. Forget Asgard @Asgard ramblings — he's a low-IQ, autistic fatso. There is always hope — not externally, but internally. Like Myst @Myst said, the whitepill is the inner drive that guides your life. It’s a higher cause that fights against a pre-made destiny. My Guts Signature is a perfect example of this. There are posts outlining my whitepill framework — forgive us for not delivering a stronger one yet. Check out Tabula Rasa @Tabula Rasa whitepill post series.

The core idea is this: when a man syncs with his inner will, external reality begins to shape around it. Want to write? Then make your life magnetic — meet people, explore, travel, isolate. Did Isaac Newton cope while studying reality? No — he became it. That’s the idea. Think David Goggins. Think an aggressive Marcus Aurelius. I have my own takes on the whitepill too — take a look yourself, lad.
It's necessary to spend months analyzing the social dynamics of your country to see if they align with your core. For example, I live in Italy and I love the Roman Empire. I follow the creator-warrior archetype — so it's a perfect match for me.
 
Drugs are a distraction, you aren't addressing your internal and spiritual issues
Hey man, whatever helps you sleep

I read you're in dire need of cake

what no pussy does to a nigga
It could help. OP has absolutely fried dopamine system

Tianeptine and ALCAR* might work for him, though. Ideally he isn't predisposed to schizophrenia or some other crap
 
Also, copes. No I don't mean in the retarded black pill "haha" way. One thing the BP gets wrong is copes being bad. Coping is healthy IF it is done correctly. That's why mental health has the concept of "coping skills." Copes can be good or bad. They can be done well, or poorly. That's what a SKILL is. I don't know you so I can't say what that looks like for you, but for me it's absurdism. Sex isn't a big deal to me. I pay for it, get it over with and get back to my business.

Now, I'm not saying to cope into delusion. No. Accept reality for what it is, and cope with that reality. Find the value in your life that exists outside of women. Hell, travel and "geo max" if you need to. That's my advice. Develop HEALTHY coping SKILLS.
 
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